im slighty embarrassed but im gonna post this anyway . I looked into my wife of 15 years laptop when i shouldnt have . There was pictures of a black man and his huge cock like 20 diffrent pictures . In another folder there was pictures of her in sexy lingerie sucking his big cock and posing on the bed. also pictures of him fucking her . Funny thing is i wasnt mad . We havent had sex in months because i have a hard time keeping an erection. She gets really frustrated and thinks its her . BUT when i seen these pictures i instantly got hard like never before . I even got hard looking a the pictures of just him . I know im not gay but now im just looking at interracial porn and jerking off . Its always on my mind . Im not going to ask her about it .. just hoping to see more pictures or a video . jeez whats wrong with me