nurse for blacks

I'm Donna and just found this site. I work as a surgical specialist and have been into black for years. My white husband travels a lot overseas and I got tired of being alone most of the time and began an affair with a black co-worker (also married). It went on for two years before he had to move to another hospital out of state to accept a nice promotion. I hooked up with another black man shortly after and can't imagine not being without a black lover in the background. Hubby's lovemaking can't compare! Hubby is still clueless and I plan to keep him that way. He has to use condoms but my lover won't if I can help it. Hubby pays the bills, but my lover makes me truly happy and has my love.