No Escaping Your Desires: Amateur only!

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I thought that my fantasy of seeing my wife go black would pass, it's been 3yrs now and my passion for this is just growing. Is this normal for a white guy ?
When I was 18 I broke up with my gf and she went and fucked a black guy. We got back together after that and she just wasn't the same. I had lost my power over her. Her friend told me that my gf told her this guy's cock was huge. To make matters worse, he was a guy I worked with and didn't get along with. However, I found that I could not stop fantasizing about seeing him fuck her and I couldn't stop jerking off about it. I still jerk off about it to this day sometimes. But I'm 32 now and ever since then I've had this obsession with every gf I've ever had. I've tried to fight it, to deny it and tuck it away, to swear it off, but it just won't go away. Nothing makes me cum quicker and harder. I have introduced my innocent wife to cuckold porn and turned her on to it. Then I bought a big black dildo. I jerk off to the videos of me using it on her all of the time. I find myself thinking about it when I'm having sex with my wife. We've only used the dildo a handful of times, so she still enjoys sex with me - for now. We've posted ads on Craigslist looking for bulls but have always chickened out. Well, I say WE, but there were times when she was begging for the real thing and I couldn't bring myself to go through with it, as bad as I wanted to. I feel as if it's only a matter of time though. Once she is taken she'll never be the same again. She's never had a real big cock before, and part of me wants to preserve her innocence and ability to get off with me. But the idea of watching and videoing her losing that innocence turns me on so fucking much.
 
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When I was 16 I broke up with my gf and she went and fucked a black guy. We got back together after that and she just wasn't the same. I had lost my power over her. Her friend told me that my gf told her this guy's cock was huge. To make matters worse, he was a guy I worked with and didn't get along with. However, I found that I could not stop fantasizing about seeing him fuck her and I couldn't stop jerking off about it. I still jerk off about it to this day sometimes. But I'm 32 now and ever since then I've had this obsession with every gf I've ever had. I've tried to fight it, to deny it and tuck it away, to swear it off, but it just won't go away. Nothing makes me cum quicker and harder. I have introduced my innocent wife to cuckold porn and turned her on to it. Then I bought a big black dildo. I jerk off to the videos of me using it on her all of the time. I find myself thinking about it when I'm having sex with my wife. We've only used the dildo a handful of times, so she still enjoys sex with me - for now. We've posted ads on Craigslist looking for bulls but have always chickened out. Well, I say WE, but there were times when she was begging for the real thing and I couldn't bring myself to go through with it, as bad as I wanted to. I feel as if it's only a matter of time though. Once she is taken she'll never be the same again. She's never had a real big cock before, and part of me wants to preserve her innocence and ability to get off with me. But the idea of watching and videoing her losing that innocence turns me on so fucking much.
you should try sucking a big cock, you might like it, but be careful, you might becum addickted to it!
 
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