Hey lucy ! Just remember that this is all about you and your needs . Your guy must accept that you deserve to satified by vwe bulls who know how to fuck a pussy . My wife enjoyed a proffesional bull last year , she travelled to london to be with him . I had no contact with her until she came home , and wow ! . She told me that he was the best fuck she has ever had , she also has never been the same since . . So what have you tried so far ? .