I have separated from my husband of 25 years 2 years ago, no I'm not divorced it's a long story.
But it was about 6 months before I 'cheated on him'. It was with a white guy, mind you I'm 46 years old and only had sex with white men. Most of them what I now know to be small, to include my ex husband who always said he was proud of his 6.5 inch dick.
I continued on the path, and then a guy black much younger than me convinced me to let him fuck me. He was 8 inches and the biggest I ever had(at the time) well it was amazing he fucked my ass (first black cock in my ass, and my pussy).
I have fucked 2 other black guys, and absolutely loved it.
Now I find myself in a desire to be turned into a bbc/dick loving slut.
Having to live the part of a mom with adult children special needs, adn wanting to be a slut is very hard. It means living a double lifestyle.
I met a guy online and We've had sex a couple of times. I have problems sucking (deepthroating) without gagging, but am determined to learn.
I am learning that white men are inferior to black men. (already proved that to me by the quality of sex over what my husbands used to give me)
I am learning that my needs (and this is hard for me) are secondary.....because I tend to be stubborn and a rebel.
I am on a journey, and while I do have a few 'boundaries', I need to go slow as I am new to the sub and slut world.
Posting on here is a big risk because I am still legally married. But I'm tired of a lot of ******* from my soon to be ex. And ready to embark in a world I have long fantasized about
So that's a vague nutshell.
Welcome to advice and tips.
But it was about 6 months before I 'cheated on him'. It was with a white guy, mind you I'm 46 years old and only had sex with white men. Most of them what I now know to be small, to include my ex husband who always said he was proud of his 6.5 inch dick.
I continued on the path, and then a guy black much younger than me convinced me to let him fuck me. He was 8 inches and the biggest I ever had(at the time) well it was amazing he fucked my ass (first black cock in my ass, and my pussy).
I have fucked 2 other black guys, and absolutely loved it.
Now I find myself in a desire to be turned into a bbc/dick loving slut.
Having to live the part of a mom with adult children special needs, adn wanting to be a slut is very hard. It means living a double lifestyle.
I met a guy online and We've had sex a couple of times. I have problems sucking (deepthroating) without gagging, but am determined to learn.
I am learning that white men are inferior to black men. (already proved that to me by the quality of sex over what my husbands used to give me)
I am learning that my needs (and this is hard for me) are secondary.....because I tend to be stubborn and a rebel.
I am on a journey, and while I do have a few 'boundaries', I need to go slow as I am new to the sub and slut world.
Posting on here is a big risk because I am still legally married. But I'm tired of a lot of ******* from my soon to be ex. And ready to embark in a world I have long fantasized about
So that's a vague nutshell.
Welcome to advice and tips.
