so i've spoken with a few women on here already, but to make a long story short....been a lurker here for awhile now, with my boyfriend for the last 3 years. there have been some times where i've questioned if he was loyal, but i always have been. a friend of mine mentioned her black lover and kind of got me curious, came across this site to only realize that this is something i REALLY want to happen - but i'm in a serious relationship. the sex is somewhat boring, he's not that big and the idea of a big black cock gets me instantly turned on. i'm trying to get some advice and input from other women around my age / in similar situations. please, PM me and I can give you my kik - i don't have very many people to talk about this as my girlfriends do not date black men.