I guess you could say I was raised to know my place, not in some harsh way, but just… naturally. Growing up on a farm in rural Nebraska, things were simple. My dad worked the land, my mom kept the house, and that was just how it was. No one had to explain it, you could see it in the way the cows needed tending, the way the crops had to be planted on time, the way my mom’s hands were always busy but her smile was easiest when my dad walked in the door. She’d drop whatever she was doing just to bring him a cold ******* or warm his plate. And I never thought much of it, because it made sense. That’s just what women did.
My late husband… well, he understood me in a way no one else ever has. He saw that part of me that needed to serve, to be used, to be owned—not just in the kitchen or the laundry room, but in bed, on my knees, whenever and however he wanted. And he didn’t just take it; he cultivated it. He’d wake me up with his cock in my mouth, or have me waiting naked by the door when he got home from work. Sometimes, he’d bring a friend over, and I’d serve them both, because why wouldn’t I? If he trusted them, then so did I. There was something so right about it, like the way a well-trained horse moves with its rider. No resistance, just… harmony.
I miss that. Not just the sex, though god, I miss that, but the clarity of it. Knowing exactly what was expected of me. The way my body would hum when I was on my knees for him, or when I’d feel his hands on my hips while I was folding laundry, pulling me back against him without a word. The way he’d sometimes just take me, right there in the kitchen or pressed up against the wall, because he could. Because I was his. And if he wanted to share me? That was his right. His gift to me, really, letting me be useful to more than just him.
I don’t know how to explain it to women who bristle at the idea. To me, it’s not about being less, it’s about being exactly what I’m meant to be. A warm body to come home to. A soft place to land. A hole to use whenever he’s hard, whether that’s first thing in the morning or last thing at night, whether he’s alone or with his friends. There’s a peace in that. A purpose.
I just want that again. A man who knows what he wants and isn’t afraid to take it. Who’ll let me cook his meals, clean his house, raise his *******,
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and also spread my legs whenever he feels like it, or pass me around if that’s what he’s in the mood for. Because at the end of the day, I don’t want choices. I want orders. I want to be used. And I want to be cherished for it.
Maybe that makes me old-fashioned. Or maybe it just makes me honest. All I know is, it’s the only way I’ve ever felt truly at peace
My late husband… well, he understood me in a way no one else ever has. He saw that part of me that needed to serve, to be used, to be owned—not just in the kitchen or the laundry room, but in bed, on my knees, whenever and however he wanted. And he didn’t just take it; he cultivated it. He’d wake me up with his cock in my mouth, or have me waiting naked by the door when he got home from work. Sometimes, he’d bring a friend over, and I’d serve them both, because why wouldn’t I? If he trusted them, then so did I. There was something so right about it, like the way a well-trained horse moves with its rider. No resistance, just… harmony.
I miss that. Not just the sex, though god, I miss that, but the clarity of it. Knowing exactly what was expected of me. The way my body would hum when I was on my knees for him, or when I’d feel his hands on my hips while I was folding laundry, pulling me back against him without a word. The way he’d sometimes just take me, right there in the kitchen or pressed up against the wall, because he could. Because I was his. And if he wanted to share me? That was his right. His gift to me, really, letting me be useful to more than just him.
I don’t know how to explain it to women who bristle at the idea. To me, it’s not about being less, it’s about being exactly what I’m meant to be. A warm body to come home to. A soft place to land. A hole to use whenever he’s hard, whether that’s first thing in the morning or last thing at night, whether he’s alone or with his friends. There’s a peace in that. A purpose.
I just want that again. A man who knows what he wants and isn’t afraid to take it. Who’ll let me cook his meals, clean his house, raise his *******,
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and also spread my legs whenever he feels like it, or pass me around if that’s what he’s in the mood for. Because at the end of the day, I don’t want choices. I want orders. I want to be used. And I want to be cherished for it.
Maybe that makes me old-fashioned. Or maybe it just makes me honest. All I know is, it’s the only way I’ve ever felt truly at peace