Long time no see, man. From the looks of it, your woman is clearly telling you one thing and doing another. Hehe
Sounds like you need to start amping things up. Not too sure if she is ready for meeting up with a black dude in person. I think that's still a ways to go. In fact, I'm guessing she might think that you may not love her as much or treat her differently if she did give in and fuck a BBC. Gonna have to have one of those talks with her to reassure her. Though, sounds like you're doing fine, mugen. Keepus informed.