Referring to my previous post I will say that even though she was getting some big cock outside of our relationship she never held out on giving me some pussy. As far as I know we had sex together after she had sex with others.
After our time together was over I began looking at some of these hookup sites and reading lots and lots of ads. I had began seeing some where black guys just wanted their dick sucked and I had been thinking of the possibilities of doing something like that myself. After a great deal of consideration I gave in to the temptation. I messaged a local guy with a pic of an impressive BBC with a white guy sucking it no less. I could tell it was definitely a good sized cock but not scary big.
We swapped just a couple of messages and he sent me his number telling me to call him. He pretty much asked if I wanted it and gave me directions to his place. Within the hour I was in my car headed to meet him. I wasn’t sure anything would happen but I couldn’t stop myself from going. As I pulled up I thought this is it. On the phone he asked if I was going to flake out on him as that’s happened a few times so I didn’t want to let him down even though I didn’t know him. With my heart in my throat I rang the bell, no going back now. He opened the door to a dimly lit apartment and invited me in. As I walked in he was wearing only sweatpants with an obvious erection. I wanted to reach out and touch it right away. He simply led me to his bedroom where the only light was from the porn playing on the tv. He turned to me and there we were standing face to face and having spoke only a few sentences to each other this big black man places his hands on my shoulders and with a gentle nudge I drop to my knees in front of him. I just touched him with his pants still on, it felt big and hot. He pulled his pants down to let me get what I was there for. I put both of my hands on it and the head still stuck out. My fingers didn’t quite touch he was so thick. I looked up at him just as I leaned in and licked that big head. I removed one hand so I could take him in my mouth. After I don’t know how long because time stopped, he told me to move my hand. He took my head in his hands and began a gentle fucking motion in my mouth.
I was experiencing the most submissive moment of my life at that moment. My fantasy had been for my girlfriend to cuckold me and bring me to a place of submission. Even though she didn’t know my sissy side I hoped in time we would get there. The next best thing was happening, I was straight up submitting myself to a man with a huge black cock.
Not sure how long he had me on my knees but I was taking the whole thing down my throat and he was moaning his approval. He pulled out of my mouth and told me to undress. Then get on my knees on the edge of the bed. To my shock and amazement he licked my ass like it was a pussy. I’d never felt anything like it before. I’m not gonna lie he had me moaning now. He then stood up and placed the head of that BBC at my pulsing wet fuck hole. I know I made some noise as that big cockhead pushed inside me the first inch or two. It was both an incredible rush and painful.
I have a dildo as big as him and thought I can handle this but I couldn’t control him like I do my toy. He gave me a moment to adjust to him being inside me then started moving in and out slowly. Working in deeper gradually he was stretching me so good. I loved the fact that I felt so submissive and he had all the control at that moment. Holding me by my hips he was fucking me now. It felt like shock waves running through me each time he drove that BBC into me. After a little time he had me lay on my back and lifted my legs up on his shoulders and slid back into me. He grabbed my arms and held me down and pulled me into him as he pounded away at my ass. I couldn’t move away if I wanted to like this. He was on top of me pressing my knees into my chest and my arms helpless. My ass turned up with him drilling it deep. He was hitting something inside that was causing sensations I’ve never felt before. My whole body went tingly for awhile then I thought I was going to pass out. He was in total control. I heard him ask me if I was okay a couple of times. I said I’m not sure what happened, he said I found your spot. I learned later about “my spot” and yes he did hit my spot. I orgasmed from getting my ass pounded. It was what I figured an orgasm feels like for a woman.
So at this point I was beginning to put the different pieces of my fantasies into reality but separately from each other.
