Maybe a cuck...not sure.

Hello. I'm from Western PA and just recently began to question whether or not I am a cuck.
I fantasize about seeing my wife getting rammed hard by a huge BBC, but can't convince her to give it a try. Not sure if this makes me a Cuck or not, but I would really love to see her impaled on a huge chocolate meat pole. She says she has no interest and that she would never stray, but after overhearing her and her friends talking about some of the men at the local YMCA I don't know what to believe any more. And, since she apparently no longer has an interest in our physical relationship, I was thinking that some serious deep dicking by a well-endowed BBC might jumpstart her sex drive.

Any suggestions on how to approach her with this idea would be welcomed. And if any BBC in our area would like to try and seduce her when she is out on one of her "ladies nights", I can let you know when and where she is at.