Hey there guys. I recently joined this forum and am really loving it already. Let me tell you a little bit about myself and a question or two that I had. I'm a 24 year old masculine/straight guy. I've been into the cuckolding/IR thing for almost two years now. It's become an addiction. I feel like it's wrong at times, but no matter what, I can't help it. The whole time I got into this, I didn't have a girlfriend. Fast forward to two months ago, I now have a girlfriend. She's awesome, we both really enjoy each others company. Anyways, for the longest time, I tried to get these thoughts out of my head. But no matter what, I always found myself still masturbating and stuff to this lifestyle. The thoughts never left my head. I think I am addicted. My sex life with her has been affected as well. I've had a lot of trouble at times staying hard for her. I am not small by any means. But I get hard with her and then it magically goes soft. The only thing I can think of is that I'm so used to seeing black men on white women, that my dick isn't responding to sexual contact because it's not that. Have I lost my mind? My girl is pretty kinky, I've come to find out and when drunk, I've mentioned my fantasy of her doing a MMF three sum, to which she was surprisingly receptive. However, I'm hesitant to tell her my complete desires because it's emasculating and embarassing. What should I do? Will I be like this forever? Or is it a phase?