I fucked plenty of bbcs in my day but did I make a mistake getting married to my husband? I love him but he just can't satisfy me like a bbc can... Will it be harder for me to still get with bbcs now that I'm married??
Only you can answer that question of whether you made a mistake by marrying your husband. If you truly do love him like you say, then I would hope that that means something and that you don't simply walk away from somebody you claim to love in exchange for carnal pleasures. And yes, you are attractive.
Life's journey is best enjoyed if you can find someone to complete it with you. Maybe your husband isn't that person, but someone is. I wouldn't put off, too long, at finding that person. He or she is the one that you'd never hurt in a million years.
damn, normally i tend to go to the single ladies first but for you i would def get with you. but as to your other question if you want to get with bbc when you are married make sure its something you want to do. wives having affair with bbc with an unknowing husband can ruin marriages and i really wouldn't advise getting out of marriage because he doesn't satisfy you. Have you tried something new regarding your sex life first, try to make it work first before thinking about it. and as i said again you are def quite the sexy lady