Looking for advice from long term cuckolding couples who married .How your relationship change after years of cuckolding .do you still feel same way about your cuck even after years?. I'm not a player my hope is to find a women who into this then build a loveing relationship first without cuckolding . I want to do this only after we fall in love .is this the best way . I want to get married someday is marriage in cuckolding good or bad?
Its great if you have the desire for it and can endure her sleeping with strange men. It was always my hot-button fantasy that my bride daina- Patricia have relations with another man. Ever since before we wed i was already dreaming about it and i mentioned it to her when she was dressed very provocatively for a “girls “ night out. It went nowhere. She returned me a blank stare .she was six years my junior , from a foreign country,culture and inexperienced with regards to intimacy.i left it alone but the fetish persisted.i ruminated over it constantly.i actually called a man that had an ad seeking a shared wife in the personal section i& the local newspaper. I rigged up a makeshift tape recirder ,called the man and spoke to him about sharing daina-patricia . I taped the conversation and Daina -patricia som3how found it and proceeded to play it back. She had a few sharp words for me. That tape survived two moves and three residences and she still uncovered and listened to it.what are the odds. She told her entire family that lived here in Las vegas. They never said anything to me but i found it an enormous humiliation for me them to hear that untoward private conversation. I never envisioned it'd see the light of day.wrong. I digress, daina -patricia returned home (Argentina)for a medical procedure. She reunited with an old b/f , anibal. He directed her to hourly room rental motels . They coupled nearly every day in the run-up to her operation. She was set to-be gone for 6 weeks. I began to miss her and it seemed there might could have been something up. She was extremely cool with me when we talked. Id write her and she rarely write back. I just had this feeling of impending doom. The six weeks went flying by and atvlong last she retuned home. She was sweet ,cordial and in my view “ok”. Her orocedure was a success and it gave her a lift. It was transformative for the both if us. Soon after her arrival, she told me we needed to talk and took a seat across the kitchen table from me. She calmly, matter of factly in a serious voice informed me about her thrysts with anibal. I was astonished. I felt out of body hearing her admission in graphic , granular detail. To this moment i dont know why she confessed. I had no clue, i sure didnt see that coming . Her telling me the positions they utilized, how she engaged in mouth to genital contact. something we never do. She also relayed that she welcomed his bare penis between her legs and ejaculated inside of her with impunity on an almost daily basis. I was gobsmacked, i had no reply . I didn’t get mad, yell or fly into a rage. She never apologized or gave a reason for her conduct. It was never brought up again.we went on like nothing happened. Looking back she slam dunked the cuckholds horns squarely on top of my head.
To this very day ive been unable to get out from under them.a few years past, we bought a home across town and up until then she was faithful until she met a man that lived close to family frends she regularily visited. They hit it off and he asked her for a date that she accepted. Again i was in the dark about it she left on the pretext of visiting our friends .she departed as soon a# u returned home from work. She was dressed unremarkably. I harbored no suspicions . The night went by and the usual hour she traditionally came home passed . It was dawns early light before she mercifully arrived. I was going crazy , it was-before cell phones ,pagers and social media. I too was relieved. I had a ******* poured for us. We both needed it. She again opened her heart and proffered everything shed done. Cucked again. my reaction was. ,the same as before. She carried on with him right in front of me for over a year. Cuckhold status affirmed. Upon her entering the workforce she slept with coworkers, bosses , patrons of the casino she dealt at and bar and dancehall pick ups on girls night out its who i wanted to be in the end, im comfortable in my skin and have made my peace with it.
