Knowing what you know now, would you go back to your younger years and your first times and only be with BBC? My perspective is a little different I think. I would think if your first time was with a huge BBC it might hurt so bad you would not enjoy it. By having some white boys first it might help get you used to and prepared for the huge BBC's. The reason I ask is my oldest daughter turned 18 over the weekend and my wife was taking her out for a weekend of mom and daughter adult fun. I suspect it's nothing to wild, but I can also imagine her mom introducing her to some of her BBC friends for her first time with a man. I want it to be wonderful, but also don't want it to ruin her.