Incorporating interracial fetish into a loving cuckold relationship

As a white cuckold I'm overwhelming attracted to white women who like big black men as I love the aesthetic, taboo and primal aspects that interracial sex offers in abundance and am excited by white females who also tap into this erotic maelstrom. Alongside this I have a deep desire for a loving, intimate, open and exploratory relationship with a partner. It may seem contradictory but I believe it's possible to have both aspects in an interracial cuckold relationship.
I believe such a relationship gives the lady a chance to enjoy different facets of men and masculinity - yes, there's the raw physical power of a big black man but simultaneously there's the security and intimacy of a loving caring long-term partner.
How do other people feel about this?