I'm eighteen years old and posting here because I'm depressed hence the name. I'm getting into college now and I see some white girls getting with black guys, not just a few but alot of them. These guys are jerks and aren't very nice. This didn't bother me for a while until I went on my girlfriends computer and saw she was into looking at interracial things, I found this website in her history. My girlfriend is my age and is very beautiful...the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, and she broke up with me...because of a black guy that stole her away. She left me and now she is pregnant with his kid....I just found out about a week ago and I have been suicidal then I see websites like this one and see white girls walking around with black guys and I think.....what's the point of living for me? If what all the people on this website say is true then all white girls deep down only want to be with black men and white guys are worthless? It makes me cry. All I want is have one special girlfriend who likes me and want to have MY children and have a happy family and not cheat on me with black guys cause they're bigger than me. I'm only 5.5" erect.... I think I'm going to kill myself but I don't wanna die...I'm so depressed.....I don't know anymore. Also I'm not racist I swear I just like white girls and wanted to have a family, that's all. It doesn't matter to me what anyone else does and I don't judge, but why do all the white girls only like the black guys? Will their be white girls later? I'm so sad right now. Read thread. TOO ANYONE THINKING ABOUT RESPONDING.....READ THE POSTS FIRST.