YoungWhiteSp
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And why is that happening to me?
Why is my brain being washed?
I think I am a cuck. I need advice and I would like to meet other cucks, hotwifes and BBCs.
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Why is my brain being washed?
YoungWhiteSp
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Any more advices or comments here or in PM from anybody?
Your definitely BBC obsessed at the least at this point. I would bet you would probably love to be cucked and watch a alpha black man own a white slut in front of you.. your cock would be hard as a rock and probably cum within minutes of seeing it unfold in front of you. On the other hand if you don't want to accept what you know which is you are a cuck at this point then quit watching the IR porn and porn all together for a awhile so you can try to get your erections back without it. You can pm me if you'd like.
From experience, not watching porn -- more specifically, not masturbating, edging, or cumming -- will bring back your erections.
But your desire to be a white cuckold to a woman and her Black alpha bull will not go away. It will likely only grow stronger. Better to embrace it.
I recommend reaching out to @SizequeenSlut1 if she's willing to help guide your white penis to it's little beta fate.
YoungWhiteSp
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Yees, I dont know how did it happen, but now I feel that I am totally addicted to BBC and it is afecting my life...
Bur I dont know if I should fight against it or accept it and live with it...
YoungWhiteSp
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Do you think I should give up IR porn to recovery my mind and sexual life?
I think you should experiment with giving it up, if that's something you feel you should try.
To me, it sounds like you're just going through the normal steps a whiteboy does on his way to acceptance. So, yes. Try to stop. Try to stay away from videos where big, superior Black cocks stretch out white cunts and assholes. Try to stop thinking about licking a white woman's holes after a Black man has deposited his superior seed. Try to stop getting erections when you think about being a beta cuckold. Try.
Trying and failing is just part of the fun. Eventually, you stop trying and just learn to enjoy. And then you encourage others. That's the cycle.
YoungWhiteSp
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The problem is that I have tried to give up, but I am addicted to it and I cant.
But I want to recovery my previous sexual life, because since I joined the gym 3 years ago and started with this, each day I am more confussed :S
I go to a gym with 3 locations in town. But where they got like 3 black personal trainers, Friday evenings is the day white girls have them fully booked. Sat eve is the Latino girls. I go Fri there and watch the game.
I still could have an erection when I met a neighbour MILF owned by black guys. My mistake. She put me in a cage. No I really can't have an erection. In a way, you're still lucky and you can use your tongue.
But you're a cuck nonetheless.
YoungWhiteSp
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Yees, I dont know why but nowadays all the gym trainers are black men! It is growing very fast...
re: I think I am a cuck. I need advice and I would like to meet other cucks, hotwifes and BBCs.
YoungWhiteSp, you're NOT a cuck. If you haven't sexually shared a spouse or girlfriend with another man, you are not a cuck. What it sounds like to me is you are experiencing a suppressed desire to be a sexual subservient to a black male. You desire to share your woman with a black male to prove your subserviency, but unfortunately, you don't currently have a significant other to share with a black male. If you've never had a sexual relationship with another male, it sounds like you have a very strong desire to do just that to the point of a obsession that is affecting your relationships with females.
The first step, of course, is to admit all this so you can begin to deal with it. I believe our society has reached a point ( or is about to) where there is no definite understanding what is normal and what is not normal ... thus, if you have a desire to be subservient to another man, that's your business. But, I don't believe you situation has anything to do with cuckolding. Lots of white, married males come to this site dangling their wives as b ait to attract black males to their "play cribs" ... and I believe a lot of their wives are not the least informed or involved. Its the white male's way of luring a black male closer to them. I believe this is your case, and I believe this is going to cause you problems with developing relationships with females, as most all females are looking for a secure, alpha male.
YoungWhiteSp, you're NOT a cuck. If you haven't sexually shared a spouse or girlfriend with another man, you are not a cuck. What it sounds like to me is you are experiencing a suppressed desire to be a sexual subservient to a black male. You desire to share your woman with a black male to prove your subserviency, but unfortunately, you don't currently have a significant other to share with a black male. If you've never had a sexual relationship with another male, it sounds like you have a very strong desire to do just that to the point of a obsession that is affecting your relationships with females.
The first step, of course, is to admit all this so you can begin to deal with it. I believe our society has reached a point ( or is about to) where there is no definite understanding what is normal and what is not normal ... thus, if you have a desire to be subservient to another man, that's your business. But, I don't believe you situation has anything to do with cuckolding. Lots of white, married males come to this site dangling their wives as b ait to attract black males to their "play cribs" ... and I believe a lot of their wives are not the least informed or involved. Its the white male's way of luring a black male closer to them. I believe this is your case, and I believe this is going to cause you problems with developing relationships with females, as most all females are looking for a secure, alpha male.
BBCAddictCpl
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This guy gets it.
Honestly, the best gyms to go to have black trainers -- it's incredible just to watch them interact with the white women.
OK I see it all the time from other guys at the gym. Most of us go to the gym to get our bodies in shape to attract someone sexually. Sure some go for health and others for sport but the majority of us want to look good and for others to see we look good. For men the way the mind works is that when we see another guy with the body that we think is the epitome of what a male should look like, by whatever that definition we find ideal (Short, tall, stocky, muscular, thin, etc) we start to wonder about his sexual life. Guys come up to me all the time "wow you're jacked I bet you could fuck any girl here" they can't help but go to that thought. even friends look at you differently when you've achieved the look of what they think is the ideal body and even though they know you assume you're sexual life has become more voracious. Why? because if we are all are going to the gym to achieve a better chance at a sexual outcome then the person with the body we strive for is automatically sexualized. Your close proximity to your trainer put you with an up close real life visual of the self you think is most appealing so you going to see interracial porn is to see what that trainer and the other black men that you have lumped in with that trainer are doing in bed. As you watched it even more you prob stumbled on a cuckold scene and the thought of you being in the room when it happened turned you on even more because you know you will never achieve his level of ideal sexual radiation but by being in the room it is the next best thing.
So you are a potential cuck as you would need a girl friend or wife in order to fully be one.
So you are a potential cuck as you would need a girl friend or wife in order to fully be one.
I only jerk off to interracial, black cock and brunettes
I can understand how you feel and relate to it. Once your interest in interracial sex and cuckolding has been piqued it is very hard to erase and go back to more 'normal' sexual desires and relationships.
In my case I'm still attracted to white women, as I was before, but now my desires are more focused on white women who like big alpha black men. I fantasise about being in a cuckold relationship with one of these white women and being her supportive cuck while she dates big black men.
This desire is very strong. I could try and erase it but I have found that very hard to do. Instead, I have gone down the route of trying to find a white woman who likes big black men to be my partner. I haven't yet been successful and not sure I will be, but that's the route I've decided to pursue.
It's very difficult to advise you what route to go. Sexual desires often seem to be beyond our control and we appear to be at the mercy of some of them. However, I really wish you well with whatever way you decide or a influenced to go.
I think it just happens watching porn definitely affect you and what you're watching will affect you watching cuckold interracial definitely makes you desire that too much even more I guess it is like brainwashing
Hey , private message me. I got some good ideas
100%the same, I have not watched anything other than interracial porn for over 3 years now and the absolute desires for it are only increasing. I did try to stop but it was futile and have accepted that I am forever a cuckold and committed to the BBC4SLUTWIFE promoter. I have some online accounts add me on them if you want.
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FIGHT IT! Any addiction is destructive. And you know this to be true since you are a young dude that can't get an erection when he's with a girl. don't listen to horny people telling you to go all out. They beat one off and go on with their lives while you can't even get an erection.
Stop watching porn. Just stop it. Go to nofap on reddit if you must. If you find a gf you will most likely be struggling with the kink in the relationship. Most women do not like the kink, because it makes them feel like they are not your real love but a piece of meat. And don't go out looking for women that are looking to cuck you from the start. That's meaningless. The only way a cuckold fantasy makes sense is when the primary relationship is built on something real. Not some arrangement where you get together because you both are in to cuckolding. That's as dumb as only looking for women that are in to the same hobby. Just not realistic.
So if you want to have a relationship that has any meaning with a girl that is worth the time investment, DO NOT push the kink in the first year(s). The first years of a relationship you get to know eachother and kinks are pretty low on the list of things to share about yourself. It's soemthing you guys will have to explore together.
But before even thinking about being cuckolded by a woman, you need to get your dick functioning again by stopping watching porn.
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