paolofantozzi
New Member
I have a question both for the Black Alpha Men and for the wimps like myself. How to deal with jelousy? With me it all happened so weird. My wife had a black supervisor and one day he just came home with her and they were sexing in our bedroom. I was too scared to react and the bull just said, as if it were totally normal, "your wife is now mine and you may never again touch her pussy. We shall fuck at least every saturday in what was once your bedroom. You are not allowed in anymore except to clean up". My wife did not say anything and I was too scared to object. I am now ****** to sleep where our dog slept, on a air mattress. I have not touched or seen my wife's pussy in 6 months now (Since it happened). But how to cope with the tinges of jelousy I still feel? I feel powerless but I resent what is happening in my house... I am also requested to bring breakfast to my wife and the Alpha male in bed on sunday mornings, and I had to had over my credit card to him. But my wife does not seem to mind that our lifes are so changed and so soon. And I worry because the last two weeks the bull's ******* (he is 20) has also come over several times. Although nothing has happened yet, I think, I am afraid it might becaus my wife is only 30 and very alluring... The black bull doesn't seem to even consider my feelings and my wife seems clearly more satisfied sexually. The 20 year old ******* is being also very arrogant and seems to take control over the house when his ******* is not there... Last time he came he ****** me to shine his car parked in my parkinglot while he was in the house with my wife... Has anyone advice on how to cope with my feelings? Should I tell the two black guys - would it help? Would they show any understanding or pity? (I aks especially other Alpha men on this forum...) Until now I didn't dare do anything without explicit permission ... any help appreciated!! thanks...