How Straight whiteboys get converted

That's what happened to me too. When i was 14 i say interracial porn for the first time so i had to masturbate for the first time as well. So i had my first of many orgasms to Black men with white women, my penis only responded to that interracial sex for at least three years, i would masturbate to that XXX magazine and would even put my legs over my head laying on my back so i could cum in my own mouth. I only had sex for the first time when i was 19 and my best friends girlfriend took my virginity. over the years i tried to get women i dated to try a Black man for me but they never would. One woman i dated and i watched a lot of interracial porn because i wanted her to try a Black man for me but she got me interested in try a Black cock instead, she told me i might be bisexual and i should try letting a Black man fuck me too, she kept encouraging me until i found a Black man with 8 inches and he was the one who took my cherry. I called her right after he left and told her all about it and she told me she knew i was bisexual even if i couldn't tell myself. I had to admit to her that it was the best sex i ever had and she totally understood that and was happy for me. I feel crazy for even saying this.
Wow! Amazing story. What happened to the girl? Are yall still seeing each other?
 
Judging from my own conversion and the admissions here, seems most/every white boi has a built-in sissy-switch designed to be triggered by Black Alpha Cock. Doesn't take that much BBC to set if off either and then the progression to BBC addiction is inevitable. After a 2nd serious girlfriend dumped me for Black I retreated into IR porn, secretly masturbating to the erotic pleasure I imagined my ex's were having that I had failed to deliver, yet again. Soon after I was gripped by full on Black Cock obsession. I've tried to go back and jerk off like I used to but my boi-dick only cums to Black Cock now. BBC enforces a permanent reversal in white boi thinking, turning our minds (and boi-cunts) inside out. Serving the Black Man's orgasm is now my consuming craving. I can only imagine how many str8 white bois-to-be are secretly sacrificing their watery loads in shame over their compulsive BBC lust. It may be the last sexual closet standing.

As a average white boi with the typical ~5" (5.6" on my best day) of delicate dick-clit, like most of us I always wished I had a bigger, thicker dick. Now that I've embraced the reality that not even an impossible gain of 2" would help me against a Black Man, I actually wish I were even smaller! And size is only one factor of many where BBC outclasses. Everything about it (build quality, shape, texture, color, endurance, erection quality, semen quality, taste, smell ..) and the men that wield them reduces the intimidated white boi to respectful awe and repressed lust. The sissy feelings Black Men arouse in me were unimaginable a few years ago, but I'm immensely more sexually fulfilled cunting for beautiful Black Studs than I had ever been as a generic white boi playing at being a 'man'.

Wow, powerful stuff. Sounds like the road I'm headed down ... and have been for some time, but just realized it recently.
 
It's strange how BBC goes from a str8 white boi's secret curiosity to rewriting our sexual operating system before we even know it's happened. Suddenly one day we're shocked to find our minor erections now respond to Black Men and then we can't orgasm without BBC. The Black Male's power to strip away a sexual identity we fabricated for ourselves and reduce us to obvious biological inferiors who instinctively need his power in us is astounding. So many of us white bois are fighting a losing battle against our natures. Realizing our natural relationship to the Black Man is the first step toward a blissful acceptance.

I couldn't agree more. I definitely feel like my sexual operating system has gone from straight, to a secret curiosity, to full on secret lust for BBC and superior Black Males. For a long time the only way I could get off while having sex with my ex-wife was with BBC on the brain. Same thing with my ex-GF that I was with after I split from my ex-wife, and the ex-gf was a smoking hot ex-model. So it's happened over a number of years and I never consciously really thought about it until recently. In hindsight that was either really naive or just plan denial. I mean if you have a really got GF, loads of wild sex but the only way you're dumping your load is thinking of BBC then it should be kinda obvious right? So I'm now coming to grips with what all this means. In real life I'm a successful, assertive professional. But I have this dark secret. Deep down I know I'm inferior to to the biological and sexual superior Black Male. I am realizing I've lost the battle as you say against my true nature. The power of the superior Black Male over me is amazing, breathtaking and scary. And its so total and utterly complete. My sexual identity has been completely stripped away by the obvious power and superiority of the Black Male.
 
I couldn't agree more. I definitely feel like my sexual operating system has gone from straight, to a secret curiosity, to full on secret lust for BBC and superior Black Males. For a long time the only way I could get off while having sex with my ex-wife was with BBC on the brain. Same thing with my ex-GF that I was with after I split from my ex-wife, and the ex-gf was a smoking hot ex-model. So it's happened over a number of years and I never consciously really thought about it until recently. In hindsight that was either really naive or just plan denial. I mean if you have a really got GF, loads of wild sex but the only way you're dumping your load is thinking of BBC then it should be kinda obvious right? So I'm now coming to grips with what all this means. In real life I'm a successful, assertive professional. But I have this dark secret. Deep down I know I'm inferior to to the biological and sexual superior Black Male. I am realizing I've lost the battle as you say against my true nature. The power of the superior Black Male over me is amazing, breathtaking and scary. And its so total and utterly complete. My sexual identity has been completely stripped away by the obvious power and superiority of the Black Male.
WOW. This is pretty much my experience, exactly. I don't feel like a "sissy", I don't want to wear women's clothes, and I don't feel gay-I have zero attraction to other white men. But I am totally obsessed with Big Black Cock. I want if for my wife, but the porn I watch is increasingly deeper and deeper into the Black Owned Couple lifestyle, and sometimes I can't BELIEVE the things I find myself typing into the search engine on Xhamster or Pornohub.
 
I couldn't agree more. I definitely feel like my sexual operating system has gone from straight, to a secret curiosity, to full on secret lust for BBC and superior Black Males. For a long time the only way I could get off while having sex with my ex-wife was with BBC on the brain. Same thing with my ex-GF that I was with after I split from my ex-wife, and the ex-gf was a smoking hot ex-model. So it's happened over a number of years and I never consciously really thought about it until recently. In hindsight that was either really naive or just plan denial. I mean if you have a really got GF, loads of wild sex but the only way you're dumping your load is thinking of BBC then it should be kinda obvious right? So I'm now coming to grips with what all this means. In real life I'm a successful, assertive professional. But I have this dark secret. Deep down I know I'm inferior to to the biological and sexual superior Black Male. I am realizing I've lost the battle as you say against my true nature. The power of the superior Black Male over me is amazing, breathtaking and scary. And its so total and utterly complete. My sexual identity has been completely stripped away by the obvious power and superiority of the Black Male.

well said
 
Yeah, a guy can lie to himself for a long time about lots of stuff. But for our innermost truth we've got a built-in lie detector between our legs. The penis is incapable of deception and will persistently reveal our true selves, no matter how many times it has to prove its spurting, slimy point! Running from the desires that electrify us in orgasm brings frustration and anger. Being in harmony with its orgasmic truth is joy and peace.

That's really the point isn't? Orgasms don't lie so find out what desires electrify us in orgasm and accept it. Recently I came to the realization that we've been discussing. Then last night I laid it out there in my first response on this forum (the thread "turning straights gay") and then my initial response here about my submission to the superior Black Male. I have never done anything like that, it was like my coming out in a sense. And you know what? It felt exhilarating and liberating to verbalize my acceptance finally. I actually feel happy with myself.
 
WOW. This is pretty much my experience, exactly. I don't feel like a "sissy", I don't want to wear women's clothes, and I don't feel gay-I have zero attraction to other white men. But I am totally obsessed with Big Black Cock. I want if for my wife, but the porn I watch is increasingly deeper and deeper into the Black Owned Couple lifestyle, and sometimes I can't BELIEVE the things I find myself typing into the search engine on Xhamster or Pornohub.

Haha! Same here with the ******* I'm now searching on Xhamster etc. Search the bi/gay section sometime, you may like what you see. I know I do. ;) I like your reference to obsession with Big Black Cock. It's absolutely an obsession. Its a need that just seems to grow and grow for me. Like you I don't feel gay, whataver that really means anyway, and I have absolutely no interest in white men whatsoever. It sounds like I probably have more fem tendancies than you but there's a limit to that - I don't feel like a sissy at all. However, I'm in panties and I regularly remove my pubic hair. That's partly practical tho - my avatar isn't a fantasy, my little guy is locked up 24/7 and the panties and no pubes works better being in a cage. Beyond that I have no desire to dress up in women's clothes. BUT if I had a BBC Bull (and hopefully I will) and he wanted me dressed in women's clothes when we hook up, if he wanted me to be a total sissy for him, then I wouldn't even think twice about doing it.
 
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