How many cuckolds would be BBC only if your current relationship ended?

I know I've certainly had phases or periods in a relationship, where I felt that I'd definitely bottom for men - preferably BBC - exclusively if I were to find myself starting over single. I kind of felt that maybe - as some posters on here are fond of saying - that I had just always been gay, and that I repressed it, and that the BBC just brought it out. That my kink wasn't being cuck, but just basically being gay and in denial, and of course, the IR as well.

So I was kind of deeply surprised when I did get out of a monogamous, hetero relationship, and was free to do whatever I wanted, that I really lost all interest. I actually had to make a point of remembering and reminding myself how badly I'd fantasized and that I shouldn't hesitate now that I was ethically free to act. And while I had some fun with a couple of guys, outside of the hetero relationship, my focus turned again entirely to women.

During one 'interlude' between GFs, I actually went all out, saw a woman who specialized in grooming femme men, who helped me get smooth all over and do some extensive feminine grooming all over. I had a BBC FWB who loved for me to wear panties - and we had a good time, and I really loved servicing him, but the intense draw wasn't there and I was more or less kind of making myself pursue it. I really expected it to be otherwise - I almost expected it to be cathartic and I would just decide it was obvious that I had always been meant to really service BBCs as a femme little white boy.

So, from this I concluded that a) I'm not actually gay, and b) that the attraction has something to do with those relationship dynamics with the straight partner. I believe it's the eroticization of some basic insecurities in the relationship, coupled with some heteroflexibility or bisexuality; I think the IR aspect takes the weird racism of our culture and eroticizes some insecurities that exist around that as well.

I have considered myself "bisexual" because I suck cock and like to be fucked (and I can say unabashedly and unreservedly that I have run this experiment and the answer is YES, I LIKE IT), but I sometimes wonder if that's even correct, because with very very few exceptions, I never look at a man and think "oomph, I'd love to get my hands on his body". In fact, the only guy I know in real life - a black dude who works at a take out place I frequent - has ever given me that "Oooh" feeling - something I get multiple times every day just checking out random women walking around. This guy has the most amazing dark dark brown/black eyes...like liquid pools, and a smile...and I have no idea what his package is like - that wasn't even the draw - that was the only time I've ever met a guy and had the butterflies. So I really don't think "bi" is appropriate. but a lot of people will angrily point to the tab-B into slot-A genital activities and insist "bi" if not "gay" - whatever, I don't really care. I'm happy to self-label as bi.

tldr: I guess I'd say I've actually tried this, and it turned out that, nope, I wouldn't just go BBC only.
 
I love my gorgeous wife and don't expect to ever have marital issues as we have an amazing marriage together. But if we ever agreed to go our separate ways, I can honestly say that I would strictly play with BLACK MEN and be their submissive bottom boi to use as they would want whenever they would want. I never thought I would feel that way but they would be my preference over women because of the sexually satisfying feeling that I get when our BULL asserts his sexual DOMINANCE over me.
wow!!
 
I know I've certainly had phases or periods in a relationship, where I felt that I'd definitely bottom for men - preferably BBC - exclusively if I were to find myself starting over single. I kind of felt that maybe - as some posters on here are fond of saying - that I had just always been gay, and that I repressed it, and that the BBC just brought it out. That my kink wasn't being cuck, but just basically being gay and in denial, and of course, the IR as well.

So I was kind of deeply surprised when I did get out of a monogamous, hetero relationship, and was free to do whatever I wanted, that I really lost all interest. I actually had to make a point of remembering and reminding myself how badly I'd fantasized and that I shouldn't hesitate now that I was ethically free to act. And while I had some fun with a couple of guys, outside of the hetero relationship, my focus turned again entirely to women.

During one 'interlude' between GFs, I actually went all out, saw a woman who specialized in grooming femme men, who helped me get smooth all over and do some extensive feminine grooming all over. I had a BBC FWB who loved for me to wear panties - and we had a good time, and I really loved servicing him, but the intense draw wasn't there and I was more or less kind of making myself pursue it. I really expected it to be otherwise - I almost expected it to be cathartic and I would just decide it was obvious that I had always been meant to really service BBCs as a femme little white boy.

So, from this I concluded that a) I'm not actually gay, and b) that the attraction has something to do with those relationship dynamics with the straight partner. I believe it's the eroticization of some basic insecurities in the relationship, coupled with some heteroflexibility or bisexuality; I think the IR aspect takes the weird racism of our culture and eroticizes some insecurities that exist around that as well.

I have considered myself "bisexual" because I suck cock and like to be fucked (and I can say unabashedly and unreservedly that I have run this experiment and the answer is YES, I LIKE IT), but I sometimes wonder if that's even correct, because with very very few exceptions, I never look at a man and think "oomph, I'd love to get my hands on his body". In fact, the only guy I know in real life - a black dude who works at a take out place I frequent - has ever given me that "Oooh" feeling - something I get multiple times every day just checking out random women walking around. This guy has the most amazing dark dark brown/black eyes...like liquid pools, and a smile...and I have no idea what his package is like - that wasn't even the draw - that was the only time I've ever met a guy and had the butterflies. So I really don't think "bi" is appropriate. but a lot of people will angrily point to the tab-B into slot-A genital activities and insist "bi" if not "gay" - whatever, I don't really care. I'm happy to self-label as bi.

tldr: I guess I'd say I've actually tried this, and it turned out that, nope, I wouldn't just go BBC only.
what an insightful answer.....................
 
My wife moved out of our house and the next day I contacted a black man that I met online and asked him if he would allow me to come suck his cock. He agreed, so I went to see him. He made me get naked, then he pushed me to my knees, sat in front of me and fed me his big uncut black cock. I sucked him until he explode in my mouth and I swallowed all his cum. I just sent him an email asking him if he would like to feed me more of his cum. I hope he says yes and this time he fucks me doggie style and makes me his bitch.
 
My wife moved out of our house and the next day I contacted a black man that I met online and asked him if he would allow me to come suck his cock. He agreed, so I went to see him. He made me get naked, then he pushed me to my knees, sat in front of me and fed me his big uncut black cock. I sucked him until he explode in my mouth and I swallowed all his cum. I just sent him an email asking him if he would like to feed me more of his cum. I hope he says yes and this time he fucks me doggie style and makes me his bitch.

Mmmmm once a strong ALPHA BBC cums in your mouth and makes you swallow his SUPERIOR seed he is one step away from totally making you his bitch. As soon as he fucks your white boi pussy he OWNS you physically and emotionally. He has then taken your last bit of masculinity from you and in return he has made you his submissive slut
 
I love my gorgeous wife and don't expect to ever have marital issues as we have an amazing marriage together. But if we ever agreed to go our separate ways, I can honestly say that I would strictly play with BLACK MEN and be their submissive bottom boi to use as they would want whenever they would want. I never thought I would feel that way but they would be my preference over women because of the sexually satisfying feeling that I get when our BULL asserts his sexual DOMINANCE over me.

I would, no doubt about this, for a number of reasons. First, after having served blak cock i stopped seeing myself as a man. I don't know if it "made me gay" but when i think of sex and pleasure now, i think about BBC. Second, i've found that when i notice a black stud getting hard FOR me, when i see i've made him hard...i am PROUD of myself. i am happy...It makes me crave for more...i could go on but i think you got my drift!
 
I can say I probably think about BBC's more than any girl I've ever fucked

i'd definitely be BBC only. In fact, the more i look at pics of Beautiful Black Cocks the more i want to worship Them, service Them and be available to Them for Their entertainment and pleasure whenever, wherever and however He wishes to use me. This whiteboi accepts the BNWO and is seeking to be owned by a Superior Black Cock in A.C. 518!!!
 
Mmmmm once a strong ALPHA BBC cums in your mouth and makes you swallow his SUPERIOR seed he is one step away from totally making you his bitch. As soon as he fucks your white boi pussy he OWNS you physically and emotionally. He has then taken your last bit of masculinity from you and in return he has made you his submissive slut
Yes, i want a BBC to take my masculinity and make me His submissive slut.
 
I am always looking for black cock to suck and to be fucked by - that will never change. And I will never stop watching IR porn.
The more i look at Beautiful Black Cocks the more i want to worship Them, service Them and be available to Them for Their entertainment and pleasure whenever, wherever and however He wishes to use me. This whiteboi accepts the BNWO and is seeking to be owned by a Superior Black Cock in A.C. 518!!!
 
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