That first orgasm did it for me (I had never cum from just f*cking before) but it took me a while to admit it to accept it. I wasn't sure I should be in this kind of lifestyle, what if people found out, would my husband still love me...... But when I was around black guys I would get turned on, become flirty, basically act like a school girl in heat. Second time with a black guy was even more amazing. During the sex I completely gave in to my lust. However afterward I again got cold feet. Just typical good christian girl bullshit but it was there. But as they say the third time is the charm. He was so smooth and sexy, so big and talented, so nice....and then so dominant and in charge. I melted. No further resistance. Finally had to admit to myself and my husband I had found the thing that really does it for me. Fortunately he has evolved and accepted his role too. So now I get to have amazing boyfriends and a great, supportive husband. I think I hit the jackpot!