Ok, I have fantasized about my wife fuckinga bbc for a while now, several years actually. I told her about this fantasy a while back and she seemed somewhat open to the idea. We bought a LARGE, realistic, black dildo that we've used several times. She has also watched interracial porn, loves creampies. However, after a few days, she approached me and asked if i really wanted to go thru with my fantasy. I felt embarrassed and said no, i just wanted to play around. The truth is.... I want this. I want to see her with a black man. The thought absolutely drives me wild. I jack off to the thought of her witha black man, all the time. I stay horny. When we fuck, its all i think about during. What can i do? I feel so embarrassed to tell her. I'm scared she'll either think I'm a freak, or will say no and kill my fantasy. Also, is cuckolding with it? Please help.