Your craving is very natural in the heat of passion. My future wife was the same way during our engagement period 12 years ago.Partly, he wanted me to play and not get pregnant, but I really couldn’t help myself after awhile. I just craved it.
She knew about my vasectomy when we started dating. Since I couldn't get her pregnant she wanted a baby before age made it impossible. Initially she tried with several white men in our local community. None were successful.
Very soon after we moved to Boston, she was seduced by her very first black man. She became addicted to his BBC and welcomed bareback sex. When she confided in him that she wanted to get pregnant, he invited 5 of his black friends over for a bareback gang bang. She loved her first gang bang and had many more on weekends. She constantly craved more BBC.
Eventually one of the men (unknown which one) managed to black breed her. She was ecstatic. She had a 4 month baby bump at our wedding. She proudly carried her mixed race baby into the 7th month before tragically suffering a miscarriage.
Unlike your husband, I was happy to raise a mixed race baby, if it had survived.
