First BBC 4 Wife - Still Not Sure How I Feel

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silverfox2448

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So I am still trying to process and determine how I feel as it just happened on Friday. She is 51 and we have been married for 34 years. We have talked about it during sex many times and I have asked her to take a BBC for me and she would always say yes during sex but afterwards she would say you know I wasn’t serious. However, about a month ago I caught her watching interracial porn. That is when she said she wanted to try a bbc for real. I never thought she would ever do it because she always said she prefers white men. She is very particular and didn’t just want to meet up with any stranger and to my surprise she already had someone in mind. One of my wife’s best friends is black and she has a brother who is newly single and he was married to a white woman so she knows he likes white women. We have met him before when we hung out at her friends house for bbq’s and such and he’s a pretty nice guy. He is 9 years younger than my wife. I told her I still didn’t think she was serious and if she was it would be up to her to reach out to him and start the conversation. Two days later when I came home from work she said she wanted to show me something and she pulled out her phone and showed me her text messages where she texted him and told him that she wanted to fuck a black man and that her husband was on board. He told her he definitely thought she was hot but that he was apprehensive since she was married and I am a weight lifter. Lol. Fast forward a couple days and he and I talked and I told him it was my idea and he said that made him more comfortable. So they sent flirty text and such for a week or so and they set up for us to meet at a bar close to our house next to a hotel. She was a nervous wreck all day on Friday. She kept asking me if I was sure I was ok with it and I kept reassuring her I was but deep down I was very conflicting. She took forever getting ready. She changed outfits like 5 times. About an hour before we were supposed to leave she said she changed her mind. I pulled up some interracial porn on my phone and went and got her a shot of tequila. She watch for about 5 min and I begged her to go and she said ok. So we met at the bar at 7. After we had a couple of drinks and he went to the bathroom she told me that if this was going to happen they had to go to the hotel alone. She said that she was going to be too nervous if I was there hovering over them. She said she would set up her phone and record as soon as they walked in the room so I could see what they did. At first I said no and she said ok but that the plan was off and we would just go home. Knowing this might not ever happen if it didn’t happen now I reluctantly agreed. So when he came back to the table he asked if she was ready. She had apparently already told him so it was no surprise. At this point she stood up and hugged and kissed me and said she would call me later. I was about to lose my mind at this point but I had to let it happen. I watched them walk out and over to the hotel and go in. I went back into the bar and took a double shoot so I was feeling pretty numb. I was watching the NBA Playoffs and it seemed 15 min was 2 hours. So I called her and it just rang and rang. It seemed like time stood still. I called like 10 times and no answer. Finally about an hour and a half later she called me back. She said well…… it’s done. What you always wanted happened. She told me he just left and for me to come to the hotel. She gave me the room number and I went straight there. I was pretty much a nervous wreck. As I was walking up so many things were going through my mind. When she opened the door she looked worn out. She was still naked. She took my hand and we went over to the bed. The first thing i said was i wanted to see her pussy. She spread her legs and wow it was super red and gapped open and she had cum leaking out. So we started kissing and I put my dick in her and it was weird feeling how loose she was because she normally super tight. When we started fucking she started telling me details and it was only a minute or so and I busted in her. After that I told her to show me the recording and she immediately said she was sorry but it only recorded like the first 20 min and then it stopped for some reason. So I did get to see them undress each other and watch them have oral sex and see when they first started fucking and her first orgasm. He was huge. I am avg at 6 and avg thick but he was easy 9 or 10 and super thick. I was pretty upset but she said she had no idea it had stopped and she was focus on other things. She did tell me it was the most intense sexual experience ever and that she came so much and even squirted which she does normally do. After a few days to absorb I am still feeling a bit of regret. She said she has no regrets other than wishing she did it sooner. She has been very affectionate with me and we have had a lot of sex since then. Not sure if it’s in my head or not but her pussy just feels different. During our sex she was talking super nasty and I loved it. She told me yesterday that she really wants to make it a once every week or two thing but she thinks now she will be ok with me watching as long as I don’t like hover over the bed. At this point I am not sure how I feel but it seems as if I started something she wants to continue. Does any other
 
You are on your way to becoming a cuck. The next time when when you go with them you'll see how much you enjoy seeing her cum. Another good thing in your favor for the present is that she is still fucking you. You are on your way to a wonderful experience and lifestyle.

I can't wait to read your next followup post.
 
silverfox2448 said:
So I am still trying to process and determine how I feel as it just happened on Friday. She is 51 and we have been married for 34 years. We have talked about it during sex many times and I have asked her to take a BBC for me and she would always say yes during sex but afterwards she would say you know I wasn’t serious. However, about a month ago I caught her watching interracial porn. That is when she said she wanted to try a bbc for real. I never thought she would ever do it because she always said she prefers white men. She is very particular and didn’t just want to meet up with any stranger and to my surprise she already had someone in mind. One of my wife’s best friends is black and she has a brother who is newly single and he was married to a white woman so she knows he likes white women. We have met him before when we hung out at her friends house for bbq’s and such and he’s a pretty nice guy. He is 9 years younger than my wife. I told her I still didn’t think she was serious and if she was it would be up to her to reach out to him and start the conversation. Two days later when I came home from work she said she wanted to show me something and she pulled out her phone and showed me her text messages where she texted him and told him that she wanted to fuck a black man and that her husband was on board. He told her he definitely thought she was hot but that he was apprehensive since she was married and I am a weight lifter. Lol. Fast forward a couple days and he and I talked and I told him it was my idea and he said that made him more comfortable. So they sent flirty text and such for a week or so and they set up for us to meet at a bar close to our house next to a hotel. She was a nervous wreck all day on Friday. She kept asking me if I was sure I was ok with it and I kept reassuring her I was but deep down I was very conflicting. She took forever getting ready. She changed outfits like 5 times. About an hour before we were supposed to leave she said she changed her mind. I pulled up some interracial porn on my phone and went and got her a shot of tequila. She watch for about 5 min and I begged her to go and she said ok. So we met at the bar at 7. After we had a couple of drinks and he went to the bathroom she told me that if this was going to happen they had to go to the hotel alone. She said that she was going to be too nervous if I was there hovering over them. She said she would set up her phone and record as soon as they walked in the room so I could see what they did. At first I said no and she said ok but that the plan was off and we would just go home. Knowing this might not ever happen if it didn’t happen now I reluctantly agreed. So when he came back to the table he asked if she was ready. She had apparently already told him so it was no surprise. At this point she stood up and hugged and kissed me and said she would call me later. I was about to lose my mind at this point but I had to let it happen. I watched them walk out and over to the hotel and go in. I went back into the bar and took a double shoot so I was feeling pretty numb. I was watching the NBA Playoffs and it seemed 15 min was 2 hours. So I called her and it just rang and rang. It seemed like time stood still. I called like 10 times and no answer. Finally about an hour and a half later she called me back. She said well…… it’s done. What you always wanted happened. She told me he just left and for me to come to the hotel. She gave me the room number and I went straight there. I was pretty much a nervous wreck. As I was walking up so many things were going through my mind. When she opened the door she looked worn out. She was still naked. She took my hand and we went over to the bed. The first thing i said was i wanted to see her pussy. She spread her legs and wow it was super red and gapped open and she had cum leaking out. So we started kissing and I put my dick in her and it was weird feeling how loose she was because she normally super tight. When we started fucking she started telling me details and it was only a minute or so and I busted in her. After that I told her to show me the recording and she immediately said she was sorry but it only recorded like the first 20 min and then it stopped for some reason. So I did get to see them undress each other and watch them have oral sex and see when they first started fucking and her first orgasm. He was huge. I am avg at 6 and avg thick but he was easy 9 or 10 and super thick. I was pretty upset but she said she had no idea it had stopped and she was focus on other things. She did tell me it was the most intense sexual experience ever and that she came so much and even squirted which she does normally do. After a few days to absorb I am still feeling a bit of regret. She said she has no regrets other than wishing she did it sooner. She has been very affectionate with me and we have had a lot of sex since then. Not sure if it’s in my head or not but her pussy just feels different. During our sex she was talking super nasty and I loved it. She told me yesterday that she really wants to make it a once every week or two thing but she thinks now she will be ok with me watching as long as I don’t like hover over the bed. At this point I am not sure how I feel but it seems as if I started something she wants to continue. Does any other
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Sounds like you are a lucky man!
 
marty60 said:
You are on your way to becoming a cuck. The next time when when you go with them you'll see how much you enjoy seeing her cum. Another good thing in your favor for the present is that she is still fucking you. You are on your way to a wonderful experience and lifestyle.

I can't wait to read your next followup post.
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Thanks. Not gonna lie one of my concerns is that she will like it so much that she stops fucking me. I am also feeling a little jealousy but excitement too. Very nervous about how I will react seeing it in person. I’ll probably need a few drinks before hand. Lol. I will post a follow up if and when anything else happens
 
marty60 said:
You are on your way to becoming a cuck. The next time when when you go with them you'll see how much you enjoy seeing her cum. Another good thing in your favor for the present is that she is still fucking you. You are on your way to a wonderful experience and lifestyle.

I can't wait to read your
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CreamyDelight said:
Sounds like you are a lucky man!
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So far. Just a little nervous to see what changes if anything with our relationship if we do continue this.
 
Sounds like you two need an actual discussion about some ground rules and expectations before you continue. Awesome that you started and are open, but if you’ve already had that talk, it wasn’t included in the details. Probably worth letting her know you have some concerns, but are still overall excited.
 
I’m never present when my wife is with a new lover. They have to establish a relationship and I would affect that just being in the room. So don’t expect to watch, but be grateful if you are invited. Also remember this is for your wife, not for you. If she is happy well that is all that matters. As for jealousy, I date other women. Basically we are polyamorous. Try it.
 
silverfox2448 said:
Thanks. Not gonna lie one of my concerns is that she will like it so much that she stops fucking me. I am also feeling a little jealousy but excitement too. Very nervous about how I will react seeing it in person. I’ll probably need a few drinks before hand. Lol. I will post a follow up if and when anything else happens
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Your reaction is key. She already has had sex with you immediately after her first encounter. Your attitude and energy is key to her relationship with you going forward. I made a mistake with my first wife and let jealousy take over my reaction and it was devastating for our open relationship. My fault, but I wasn’t mature enough to handle all the emotions that come with letting her have sex with others. But a later girlfriend would cuck me then let me lick her pussy and fuck her myself after she was with her lovers.
 
Enjoy that high. Shes already made the decision, and pulled the trigger. She said she regretted not doing it sooner. My wife said something similar after her first bbc. She asked "why didnt we do this before! Omg! That was SO GOOD! Can we do it again next week!?"

For me, about a week before that was the last time her pussy felt "normal" to me. It was also the last time I was able to bring her to orgasm myself. After a year with him, she had to have him, or a vibrator to cum. Even now, 15 yrs later, I am unable to make her cum w/o a vibrator being involved.

Your wife will hold it against you if you cut it off. Period. She will also break EVERY "eule" you both set. We had 3 basic rules: no sex with him w/o a condom (broken the first time with him), no kissing (broken the second time he fucked her), and no alone dates (broken the third time they got together)

As I said, enjoy the high. Its awesome! But rest assured, you will never truely sexually please her w/o toys. She'll SAY you did, but she'll be lying, and her body will confirm the lie, with flat nipples, no flushing in the chest, and a dryer than usual pussy. 😉 ask me how I know as I sit here caged by my own will.
 
silverfox2448 said:
So I am still trying to process and determine how I feel as it just happened on Friday. She is 51 and we have been married for 34 years. We have talked about it during sex many times and I have asked her to take a BBC for me and she would always say yes during sex but afterwards she would say you know I wasn’t serious. However, about a month ago I caught her watching interracial porn. That is when she said she wanted to try a bbc for real. I never thought she would ever do it because she always said she prefers white men. She is very particular and didn’t just want to meet up with any stranger and to my surprise she already had someone in mind. One of my wife’s best friends is black and she has a brother who is newly single and he was married to a white woman so she knows he likes white women. We have met him before when we hung out at her friends house for bbq’s and such and he’s a pretty nice guy. He is 9 years younger than my wife. I told her I still didn’t think she was serious and if she was it would be up to her to reach out to him and start the conversation. Two days later when I came home from work she said she wanted to show me something and she pulled out her phone and showed me her text messages where she texted him and told him that she wanted to fuck a black man and that her husband was on board. He told her he definitely thought she was hot but that he was apprehensive since she was married and I am a weight lifter. Lol. Fast forward a couple days and he and I talked and I told him it was my idea and he said that made him more comfortable. So they sent flirty text and such for a week or so and they set up for us to meet at a bar close to our house next to a hotel. She was a nervous wreck all day on Friday. She kept asking me if I was sure I was ok with it and I kept reassuring her I was but deep down I was very conflicting. She took forever getting ready. She changed outfits like 5 times. About an hour before we were supposed to leave she said she changed her mind. I pulled up some interracial porn on my phone and went and got her a shot of tequila. She watch for about 5 min and I begged her to go and she said ok. So we met at the bar at 7. After we had a couple of drinks and he went to the bathroom she told me that if this was going to happen they had to go to the hotel alone. She said that she was going to be too nervous if I was there hovering over them. She said she would set up her phone and record as soon as they walked in the room so I could see what they did. At first I said no and she said ok but that the plan was off and we would just go home. Knowing this might not ever happen if it didn’t happen now I reluctantly agreed. So when he came back to the table he asked if she was ready. She had apparently already told him so it was no surprise. At this point she stood up and hugged and kissed me and said she would call me later. I was about to lose my mind at this point but I had to let it happen. I watched them walk out and over to the hotel and go in. I went back into the bar and took a double shoot so I was feeling pretty numb. I was watching the NBA Playoffs and it seemed 15 min was 2 hours. So I called her and it just rang and rang. It seemed like time stood still. I called like 10 times and no answer. Finally about an hour and a half later she called me back. She said well…… it’s done. What you always wanted happened. She told me he just left and for me to come to the hotel. She gave me the room number and I went straight there. I was pretty much a nervous wreck. As I was walking up so many things were going through my mind. When she opened the door she looked worn out. She was still naked. She took my hand and we went over to the bed. The first thing i said was i wanted to see her pussy. She spread her legs and wow it was super red and gapped open and she had cum leaking out. So we started kissing and I put my dick in her and it was weird feeling how loose she was because she normally super tight. When we started fucking she started telling me details and it was only a minute or so and I busted in her. After that I told her to show me the recording and she immediately said she was sorry but it only recorded like the first 20 min and then it stopped for some reason. So I did get to see them undress each other and watch them have oral sex and see when they first started fucking and her first orgasm. He was huge. I am avg at 6 and avg thick but he was easy 9 or 10 and super thick. I was pretty upset but she said she had no idea it had stopped and she was focus on other things. She did tell me it was the most intense sexual experience ever and that she came so much and even squirted which she does normally do. After a few days to absorb I am still feeling a bit of regret. She said she has no regrets other than wishing she did it sooner. She has been very affectionate with me and we have had a lot of sex since then. Not sure if it’s in my head or not but her pussy just feels different. During our sex she was talking super nasty and I loved it. She told me yesterday that she really wants to make it a once every week or two thing but she thinks now she will be ok with me watching as long as I don’t like hover over the bed. At this point I am not sure how I feel but it seems as if I started something she wants to continue. Does any other
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I'm glad she had fun with him I like doing it with other very or Bride wedding brands my newly couples and knock them up her girlfriends or wives
 
WolfNRose said:
Enjoy that high. Shes already made the decision, and pulled the trigger. She said she regretted not doing it sooner. My wife said something similar after her first bbc. She asked "why didnt we do this before! Omg! That was SO GOOD! Can we do it again next week!?"

For me, about a week before that was the last time her pussy felt "normal" to me. It was also the last time I was able to bring her to orgasm myself. After a year with him, she had to have him, or a vibrator to cum. Even now, 15 yrs later, I am unable to make her cum w/o a vibrator being involved.

Your wife will hold it against you if you cut it off. Period. She will also break EVERY "eule" you both set. We had 3 basic rules: no sex with him w/o a condom (broken the first time with him), no kissing (broken the second time he fucked her), and no alone dates (broken the third time they got together)

As I said, enjoy the high. Its awesome! But rest assured, you will never truely sexually please her w/o toys. She'll SAY you did, but she'll be lying, and her body will confirm the lie, with flat nipples, no flushing in the chest, and a dryer than usual pussy. 😉 ask me how I know as I sit here caged by my own will.
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Any chance of sharing more of the details of your alls story....it sounds really interesting and how everything came about....just curious...if not...thanks for sharing what you already have..
 
Have full empathy, with where you are at emotionally, felt the same way even though I was present, was surprised how turned on I was, but at the same moment questioning if I had gone to far with the encouragement, felt jealousy creeping through my body, but it wasn’t directed at wife, it was realising I could never take her to that level of pleasure, I’m too selfish and no stamina, I know my limits. The balance of my conflicting emotions, the way she responded, visibly and with her body, one part wanted to scream and tell her to stop, another taking in every single movement, every noise even the aroma and racing through my cells, hitting such intense pleasure making seconds last forever, had never felt so much sexual pleasure in my life.

You need to talk about where you want to really go, we all different, what works for some doesn’t mean it will for others. The whole point for us when we started was too share the experiences together, yes things changed over time , and we pushed boundaries we never expected to, but we always communicated and never did anything without the other knowing. I do think the issue is because you were more the instigator, encouraging her and it hasn’t gone your way that you feel you are not in control of things, but to make it work it’s shouldn’t be about control, it’s about trusting one another.
 
silverfox2448 said:
So I am still trying to process and determine how I feel as it just happened on Friday. She is 51 and we have been married for 34 years. We have talked about it during sex many times and I have asked her to take a BBC for me and she would always say yes during sex but afterwards she would say you know I wasn’t serious. However, about a month ago I caught her watching interracial porn. That is when she said she wanted to try a bbc for real. I never thought she would ever do it because she always said she prefers white men. She is very particular and didn’t just want to meet up with any stranger and to my surprise she already had someone in mind. One of my wife’s best friends is black and she has a brother who is newly single and he was married to a white woman so she knows he likes white women. We have met him before when we hung out at her friends house for bbq’s and such and he’s a pretty nice guy. He is 9 years younger than my wife. I told her I still didn’t think she was serious and if she was it would be up to her to reach out to him and start the conversation. Two days later when I came home from work she said she wanted to show me something and she pulled out her phone and showed me her text messages where she texted him and told him that she wanted to fuck a black man and that her husband was on board. He told her he definitely thought she was hot but that he was apprehensive since she was married and I am a weight lifter. Lol. Fast forward a couple days and he and I talked and I told him it was my idea and he said that made him more comfortable. So they sent flirty text and such for a week or so and they set up for us to meet at a bar close to our house next to a hotel. She was a nervous wreck all day on Friday. She kept asking me if I was sure I was ok with it and I kept reassuring her I was but deep down I was very conflicting. She took forever getting ready. She changed outfits like 5 times. About an hour before we were supposed to leave she said she changed her mind. I pulled up some interracial porn on my phone and went and got her a shot of tequila. She watch for about 5 min and I begged her to go and she said ok. So we met at the bar at 7. After we had a couple of drinks and he went to the bathroom she told me that if this was going to happen they had to go to the hotel alone. She said that she was going to be too nervous if I was there hovering over them. She said she would set up her phone and record as soon as they walked in the room so I could see what they did. At first I said no and she said ok but that the plan was off and we would just go home. Knowing this might not ever happen if it didn’t happen now I reluctantly agreed. So when he came back to the table he asked if she was ready. She had apparently already told him so it was no surprise. At this point she stood up and hugged and kissed me and said she would call me later. I was about to lose my mind at this point but I had to let it happen. I watched them walk out and over to the hotel and go in. I went back into the bar and took a double shoot so I was feeling pretty numb. I was watching the NBA Playoffs and it seemed 15 min was 2 hours. So I called her and it just rang and rang. It seemed like time stood still. I called like 10 times and no answer. Finally about an hour and a half later she called me back. She said well…… it’s done. What you always wanted happened. She told me he just left and for me to come to the hotel. She gave me the room number and I went straight there. I was pretty much a nervous wreck. As I was walking up so many things were going through my mind. When she opened the door she looked worn out. She was still naked. She took my hand and we went over to the bed. The first thing i said was i wanted to see her pussy. She spread her legs and wow it was super red and gapped open and she had cum leaking out. So we started kissing and I put my dick in her and it was weird feeling how loose she was because she normally super tight. When we started fucking she started telling me details and it was only a minute or so and I busted in her. After that I told her to show me the recording and she immediately said she was sorry but it only recorded like the first 20 min and then it stopped for some reason. So I did get to see them undress each other and watch them have oral sex and see when they first started fucking and her first orgasm. He was huge. I am avg at 6 and avg thick but he was easy 9 or 10 and super thick. I was pretty upset but she said she had no idea it had stopped and she was focus on other things. She did tell me it was the most intense sexual experience ever and that she came so much and even squirted which she does normally do. After a few days to absorb I am still feeling a bit of regret. She said she has no regrets other than wishing she did it sooner. She has been very affectionate with me and we have had a lot of sex since then. Not sure if it’s in my head or not but her pussy just feels different. During our sex she was talking super nasty and I loved it. She told me yesterday that she really wants to make it a once every week or two thing but she thinks now she will be ok with me watching as long as I don’t like hover over the bed. At this point I am not sure how I feel but it seems as if I started something she wants to continue. Does any other
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You’re a lucky guy and completely understand your apprehension You need to remain guarded about her becoming too close and exclusive with him unless you want that to happen, and should be conversant with her about that. You could continue to watch IR porn with her, maybe think about joining her. Either way, super hot and an amazing sexual experience for her
 
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