I have noticed I look at IR porn daily. Also, whenever I see a cute girl I don't think of fucking her myself anymore, I think of her getting fucked by a big black cock. With my wife in the past year, I fuck her more with her black dildos than I do with my own dick. I never ask her if she is ready for my cock, I am asking her if she wants her big black dick (by the way the answer is always yes). Is this just happening with me or am I not alone?