FEELING INADEQUATE DEAR?

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Even before she took a black boyfriend I was a bit concerned about my size. I could not do her in the positions that she wanted to try because it wouldn't reach or would slip out. When I did her it had to be missionary with a pillow under her ass so I could get deeper penetration. Even then she would tell me to get it in deeper, but I couldn't get close to the penetration she needed. For a while I thought that black men were only superior by exageration in the way they were portrayed by internet sex sites. When my wife first confessed how she was being fucked by a black guy from her gym I suddenly realized that everything I saw on the net was completely true. He was huge, could fuck her for hours, would cum and then be hard again for her in a few minutes and made her feel pleasure that she never imagined possible. Do I feel inadequate? COMPLETELY!