well, Vanessa, I see you decided to "hang around" ... I guess the temptation is hard to refuse. I read in one of your threads that you're thinking of finding your hubby a lady to play with to encourage him to let you open up some. That's kind of unusual, as my experiences has been that females don't like sharing their hubbies with other females. But, actually, that's a pretty good idea if your intentions are to pursue the "dark side" for yourself. Just inform one of your GFs that you are wanting to fulfill one of your hubby's fantasies ... FFM, and that you need help ... that may just relax him to what you need.
Hey, I'd like to suggest you consider putting all your comments on one "Vanessa thread" so the b2w members can keep up with your comments, etc. I have a feeling not many guys (or girls) are going to want to miss many of your postings.
Take care ... Mac