Fantasies of a White Boi

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It all started out when I discovered interracial porn some years ago. Instantly I was hooked...it wasn't like watching sex with a white boi...seeing a strong, dark black man dominate a white girl was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. And the more I watched, the more I realized that I was just as attracted to those dark-skinned studs as I was to the women in the scenes. I'd never had any attraction to white bois, but there was something about black men that awoke a new desire in me.

I've dated quite a few girls over the years, but eventually things don't work out for one reason or another. So I always end up returning to my fascination - the raw sexual power of the black man. I"m a smaller guy, so I often feel almost feminine in comparison to black men. Their power overwhelms me, and I feel powerless to resist it.

My ultimate fantasy would be to meet a woman who would make me her cuckold sissy, and bring a real man into our bedroom to fulfill her sexual needs while I served her, and could be there for her in other aspects of her life in ways that a black lover might not want to.

I did suck off a black guy that I met online once, but every day I get closer and closer to giving my body, including my boipussy, to a black man completely. I want to do it so badly, but I'm afraid of what will happen if I do - how deep into my fantasies will I go? I do fantasize about becoming a feminized sissy boi for a dominant black stud...