To paint a long story short, my girlfriend broke up with me because of my cuckold fetish. I had struggled with it for a long time. I have been into cuckolding and interracial for quite some time (years), though never really had a girlfriend recently. A few months back, got to meet her and we liked each other, it clicked. Well, we ended up getting intimate pretty soon and no matter what, I couldn't still help but be fascinated by cuckolding and interracial stuff. Even when we were first getting intimate, I still had to masturbate to it. Then it affected our sex life... oddly enough, I have had trouble staying hard recently. Even with her directly naked right in front of me, I couldn't stay hard. It began to strain our relationship and was very embarassing... she thought it's because I didn't find her attractive or some shit. Either way, it ate at us and her especially. Well, with the help of chatting online (including here), I finally manned up and admitted it to her. It was very embarassing and a tough pill to swallow, but I had a few drinks, we both did, and then got intimate again. I told her the real reason why I had trouble staying hard, it was my fascination with this lifestyle. She was taken back at first and wasn't quite sure what it was (cuckolding), I tried to explain to her, but she just didn't seem very interested and passed out. Either way, she ended up looking into it more the next day and was actually revolted. She isn't the most conservative chick either, but the thought of me allowing her to cheat turned her off, badly. We started to not see each other the next week and suddenly she told me she didn't want to see each other anymore. It sucked. But it worries me that she may have told her girlfriends about my issue too... is this something that should worry me? Anyway, that was a pain in the ass to get through. Last month, I met this new girl and things have been going fantastic so far. She's a bit more tame than my ex, and but I still get the same issue sexually. It's frustrating as hell, but I feel that I need to somehow tell her, otherwise it will continue to eat at me. Any advice?