I just want to express how much enjoyment I get out of watching my wife in bed with a black man submitting to his every need! I don't know what it is about it but it is the most erotic thing I've every experienced. I get more pleasure out of that then I ever did making love to her myself! I know 15 20 years ago there would have been know way I would ever had agreed to this. Can anybody try to explain why I feel like this on how I would rather watch a black man make love to my wife more than myself? Plus our marriage is better than ever.