Enjoying the beauty - vicariously

There's nothing more erotic than a big muscular black man fucking a white girl, and I say that from the perspective of a white male. The primal beauty and eroticism of interracial sex is something I can't experience first hand but that doesn't detract from its power or my enjoyment.
That said, like many white men I feel the need to be a part of it and at some level experience it. And such desires and longings are pushing me to look for a cuckold relationship with a white female who likes black men.
And while I'm looking for the elusive girl I'll keep enjoying the black on white beauty that sites like this promote.