Dragonflyguy
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SHY??? MOI??? Well if you are UP TO IT... Settle back and leave the DRAGONFLYING to US... You are in for a LONG and sometimes VERY BUMPY RIDE... WARNING we don't SERVE PEANUTS but we are FIRST CLASS in ALL SECTIONS. Should you should decide to BAIL OUT that's fine too... And now may I PLEASE HAVE YOUR ATTENTION;
That's my FLIGHT ATTENDANT... CALL HER "O"Livia... This was a picture she sent me before met when I "Seduced" her to do so... PLEASE UNDERSTAND WHEN THAT WAS WAS WAY BEFORE WHAT HAS BECOME A COMMON PRACTICE... PUSSY AND DICK PICTURES CUMMING AT YOU BY REQUEST (or NOT SOMETIMES)... especially from a STRANGER you had never even ACTUALLY MET... NICE... I PREFER HAIR SO "BALD PUSSY" LOVERS YOU DON'T HAVE TO PUSH THE "LIKE"... A VERY PRETTY "WISHBONE" was my first reaction... ALL ATTACHED TO A 52 YEAR OLD WONDER WOMAN... I was to find out it was indeed CADDILAC PUSSY and I DROVE FOR MILES AND SMILES... BUT You will be seeing more of "O"livia and finding out about our MATING if you hang on all the way through... (Of course if you want to just scroll down and view her I get that... I do it myself when the VIEW is all I really CAME FOR...
and now a bit... OK A LOT ABOUT ME.... My story (VERY TRUE STORY) and why I am here is really a story of LOVE and PASSION and SEX... AND THE INTERRACIAL FORMULA FOR ALL OF THAT AND MORE...
I'll be honest because it is the BEST POLICY in most cases and even if I DON'T become verified as a real person on this site I KNOW I am real and what is real for you...
First off the AVATAR is the REAL DEAL ME... That is in fact my very own COCK... A very handsome specimen which I am proud of so why not show it... but then a COCK IS A COCK IS A COCK as far as I am concerned. I don't look at another man's with any admiration, envy or certainly any desires anymore than I would their face. Not interested, concerned and certainly not in any competition or race. I have one of my own... my interests are in strictly those natural features of a WOMAN which I don't have as some would argue that NATURE/GOD intended. That which is speaking only for myself THE ATTRACTION. So it is what is found in the female form that has ALWAYS interested me and when I say that I never remember NOT being so attracted... never going through that "phase"... and my strongest and earliest remembered hard-on came while playing in my back yard on my see-saw with the little girl next door... We were both about 4 years old and I knew if I held my end down I could keep her up in the air... This always made her both laugh and scream and as I let her down she'd regain her composure but at my will I would hold her up there and enjoyed the sensory thrill... audible and visual... and YES even then thought the wooden plank going up between her legs (where girls are not the same as boys) was "exciting" and my nature responded as well giving me that thrilling tingling sensation an an unmistakable erection... it made my "wee-wee" DIFFERENT... I knew it was then different in a special way... but at 4 years old I thought it was all "MY SECRET" So I never TOLD anyone and certainly not "Kimmie"... Never told her THAT was REALLY why I liked HOLDING HER UP IN THE AIR AND MAKING HER SCREAM...
THAT is another VERY TRUE part of my story and as I look back on it I was quite the CLEVER LAD because it is a lot like I discovered later on in life... If you can make a woman feel Exhilaration... Giddy... to the point of screams/tears/laughter by doing things to her that you have control over and alter it back and forth with her... lifting and holding and allowing her to lift you as well but you show her that it is by the dominance of your "MALE SIDE" which let's you make it clear that you can HOLD HER UP AS HIGH AS YOU WANT AND KEEP HER UP THERE TILL SHE BEGS YOU TO LET HER COME COME BACK DOWN TO EARTH... then you will have learned what really transforms your little "wee-wee" into the COCK YOU HAVE THAT SHE WANTS... OTHERWISE... your cock is really simply a penis after all like every other one...
THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS THAT NO TWO PUSSIES ARE EVERY REALLY ALIKE... NOT IN LOOK... TASTE... SMELL... TOUCH... and if you've never HEARD THE DIFFERENCE IN ONE PUSSY vs ANOTHER before... WELL YOU AIN'T PAYING CLOSE ENOUGH ATTENTION! IN EVERY WOMAN IS SOMETHING VERY UNIQUELY HERS AND HERS ALONE... SOME DON'T EVEN KNOW THIS THEMSELVES. It takes a skilled LOVER to show them if they don't know and to let them feel APPRECIATED FOR NOT JUST BEING "ANY WOMAN" But for being WHO THEY ARE.
The MAN who knows that KNOWS and the WOMAN who finds themselves with such a MAN knows HERSELF even BETTER after being with him... IF IT IS FOR ONE BRIEF MOMENT, A LONG STRETCH or A LIFETIME. Some women never find that because they only find men who still insist on PLAYING WITH THEIR WEE-WEE's... This is going to STING some guys here but you can spot them very easily... They say things like "BOY... What I could do TO YOU" "If you was here I would DO THIS TO YOU... and THAT TO YOU" or frankly they could say just about anything they swear they can DO TO YOU... and probably they could and given the just just maybe they would... OR NOT. Most are never going to have to prove it so they can say anything, claim anything and the might as well cut and paste it because they have used the same line so many times... SO MANY TIMES THAT ODDS SAY THEY HAVE TO ACTUALLY "SCORE" WITH AT LEAST A FEW... OR ONE... They watch porn and like "IN THE MOVIES" they think "THAT COULD BE ME"... sure it could... but probably only if somebody is getting paid... no offense...
THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE INTO "LIFESTYLES" AND THEY KNOW IT AND KNOW WHO IS "IN IT" AND WHO IS NOT... JUST LIKE GAY PEOPLE DESPITE WHAT UPTIGHT HOMO-PHOBIC SELF RIGHTEOUS PEOPLE MAY THINK... KNOW WHO IS "IN THE LIFE" AS THEY ARE... WHATEVER YOUR LIFESTYLE IS IF YOU ARE SERIOUS ABOUT IT THE FIRST CALL TO ORDER IS BEING "SAFE"... So anyone that even thinks that there are people out there just dying to have you (a perfect stranger) meet them so you can "STICK YOUR DICK" any where and any way you want it... keep watching free porn on the internet and keep thinking THAT COULD BE ME... While you are at it keep thinking most of the correspondence you see and ye shall receive comes from an actual "WOMAN"... Again this is going to STING but a vast majority comes from a guy JUST LIKE YOU in many ways with a COCK just like you in many ways... after all... as I said... A COCK IS A COCK IS A COCK... Pretty much regardless of the size... YES SIZE DOES MATTER AND VERY FEW WOMEN WITH SCREAM "OH YEAH FUCK ME WITH THAT LITTLE DICK" but frankly an average size dick ain't little so a dick below average is a LITTLE DICK... But even if that is what you have to work with if you WORK a WOMAN RIGHT she will tell you it's a BIG COCK and thank you for GIVING it to her... if you know what makes her DIFFERENT from any other WOMAN ON THE PLANET... and they way to knowing THAT... IS THROUGH YOUR EAR... remember if you can HEAR her PUSSY you can't do anything FOR HER... no matter WHAT you are doing TO HER (OR SHE PRETENDS YOU ARE DOING TO HER)...
Get a GRIP on more than JUST your "wee-wee"... Most of the "fantasies" you read or watch are written by MEN for MEN because they are reading from their OWN PLAYBOOK... Every MAJOR LEAGUE PLAYER KNOWS YOU HAVE TO GET YOUR HANDS ON THE OTHER TEAMS PLAYBOOK... LEARN THEIR STRATEGIES.... Case in point... MOST MEN WHO HAVE EVEN BOTHERED TO READ WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN HAVE NOT EVEN GOTTEN TO THIS POINT.... THEY BAILED PARAGRAPHS AGO... and that's good... they can't handle the truth... NOW A WOMAN.... A REAL WOMAN.... Wants to see where I am going with this... SHE'S SELDOM EVER GOTTEN A PEEK AT A REAL MAN'S PLAYBOOK... FACT IS SHE HAS GIVEN VERY LITTLE ATTENTION TO THE VERY REAL PICTURE OF MY COCK BECAUSE AFTER ALL SHE PROBABLY HAS ONE OF HER OWN SNORING RIGHT NOW OR IN HER SOCK DRAWER... SHE AGREES WITH ME THAT A COCK IS A COCK IS A COCK and in that way mine is nothing special and it doesn't matter if I say it is mine (WHICH IT DAMN SURE IS... REPEAT AFTER ME... "THIS IS MY COCK... THERE ARE MANY JUST LIKE IT... BUT THIS ONE IS MINE) and that is the real difference... it is mine and I don't "give" it away to just anyone (GOT THAT FROM THE "REAL WOMAN'S PLAYBOOK BTW) because what makes MY COCK DIFFERENT is it is backed by more than just it's weight in GOLD from what I have discovered it could do beside change from just being a "wee-wee" that is attached to a little boy on a see-saw... I've learned to RIDE THE WILD HORSES and TAME THEM... TO BE THE PUSSY WHISPERER... TEACH THEM TO SHOW THEIR TRUE NATURE AND BE SPIRITED... and all because when I stopped playing on the see saw with "Kimmie" and the other girls my age (nothing sexual mind you) and I discovered on my own as many young adolescents do how to masturbate and make myself COME... (Funny I swear I never heard that term but after I started doing it then that was the thing I said mostly in my head... WHO KNEW THAT WAS THE PHRASE THAT PAYS... I TELL YOU I WAS A PRODIGY... but I didn't want "girls" I WANTED WOMEN... WOMEN LIKE IN THE SEARS CATALOG LINGERIE SECTION THAT WAS MY FIRST "PORN" and WOMEN LIKE IN THE COPIES OF "SCREW" MAGAZINE THAT SCHOOL BOYS STOLE FROM BIG BROTHERS WHO STOLE THEM FROM DADS WHO GOT THEM GOD KNOWS WHERE... WE PASS THEM AROUND LIKE LIBRARY BOOKS ON LOAN... I WANTED THOSE WOMEN WITH FULL FIGURES AND FOR GOD SAKE GIVE ME HAIR... GIVE ME HAIR... TO THIS DAY I PREFER A NICE BUSH PROBABLY FOR THAT REASON... IT WAS IN VOGUE... Besides even though I never saw an actual WOMAN BUSH till much later I knew that a BALD PUSSY belonged to a little girl (Kimmie's pussy sight unseen was bald... BUT JUST LIKE I GREW HAIR WHEN I GREWED UP... I BET ONE DAY SHE DID TOO... AND IF YOU ARE OUT THERE SOMEWHERE KIMMIE FOR GOD SAKE DON'T SHAVE IT OFF!!! TRIM YOUR BUSH IF YOU MUST BUT IT IS THE SIGN OF WOMAN TO ME AND WELL... (ok it is my preference and I know only diehard baby boomers and former HIPPIES still know HAIR was more than just a musical... but I'll move on... that had to be said SINCE THIS REALLY IS ALL ABOUT ME...
NOW WHEN I SAY I WAS ALWAYS ATTRACTED TO OLDER WOMEN THAT AGAIN IS A TRUTH ABOUT ME... MY FANTASY WOMAN WAS ALWAYS OLDER AND FRANKLY I MAY HAVE LEFT HIGH SCHOOL A VIRGIN AND MY FIRST WAS A FORMER CLASSMATE BUT THAT STILL DOESN'T COUNT AND I MADE UP FOR "LOST TIME" WITH VENGEANCE (THANK GOD I NEVER CAUGHT AN STD, MADE UNPLANNED FOR BABIES OR THAT SEX COULD ACTUALLY "******* YOU" WHEN I WAS YOUNG SINGLE AND FREE... BUT WHEN I DECIDED MARRIAGE WAS MY NEXT ADVENTURE SHE WAS 4 YEARS OLDER THAN ME AT 22 (HEY THAT WAS A BIG DIFFERENCE AT THE TIME) AND MOST OF MY ENCOUNTERS AFTER WE DIVORCED WAS OLDER... IN FACT MY SECOND WIFE TURNS OUT LIED TO ME FOR OVER TEN YEARS TILL HER COUSIN RATTED HER OUT AND I FOUND OUT A YEAR OLDER WAS MORE LIKE 8 YEARS... HEY she obviously had no idea that that only made her more attractive to me... BUT.....
MY REAL EDUCATION CAME FROM TEACHERS FROM SCHOOLS OF HIGHER LEARNING... much more MATURE... and the beauty of being in their hands was not that they showed me THINGS I DIDN'T KNOW but the fact that they were the PROVING GROUNDS for the things I always KNEW I ALWAYS KNEW... They got the BEST OF ME FROM ME BECAUSE I WAS ABLE TO BRING THE BEST OUT OF THEM... I LISTENED TO THEM... FIRST... REALLY LISTENED TO THEM... I LET THEM DO THE TALKING... AND IF YOU HAVE NOT GUESSED BY NOW I AM NOT SHORT ON WORDS... IF YOU REALLY HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY THAT A WOMAN REALLY WANTS TO HEAR YOU ARE JINGLING THE KEYS THAT WILL OPEN HER UP... AND THAT IS WHAT A REAL WOMAN REALLY WANTS... SHE WANTS TO BE OPEN... OPEN WITH YOU... OPEN TO YOU... OPEN TO HERSELF BEFORE SHE CAN REALLY BE OPENED BY YOU AND BEFORE SHE WILL REALLY OPEN FOR YOU... If you don't get that and the only opening you have to offer a WOMAN comes out of the tired old MAN'S PLAYBOOK... WELL GOOD LUCK WITH THAT....
BEFORE I FORGET THAT "GETTING IN TOUCH WITH YOUR FEMININE SIDE ******* WORKS!!!! I AM A GOURMET COOK... (YEAH YEAH MOST GREAT CHEFS ARE MEN) NEWS FLASH... MOST GREAT CHEFS ARE MEN WHO GREW UP IN MALE DOMINATED KITCHENS AND JUST LIKE THE REST OF THE WHITE HETERO SEXUAL MALE CHAUVINISTIC WORLD CRUMBLING SO ARE THE KITCHEN WALLS... SO I'M NOT SAYING COOKING IS FEMININE BUT I COOK LIKE MY MOM SHOWED ME AND SET A FINE TABLE LIKE MY GRANDMOTHER SHOWED HER... FACT A FRIEND ONCE SAID IF HE DIDN'T KNOW BETTER HE'D SWEAR I WAS GAY... TO WHICH I SAID "BUT YOU KNOW BETTER THAN TO LEAVE YOUR GIRLFRIEND ALONE WITH ME FOR AN HOUR" Not that I would cross that line but he got my point... YOU WILL NEVER FIND ME CAMPED OUT in front of the tv... WATCHING THE BALLGAMES and I could give less than a ******* about millionaires playing for billionaires... I'd rather GO SHOPPING and I REALLY ENJOY BUYING MY WIFE'S CLOTHES ESPECIALLY HER LINGERIE... I DON'T WEAR THEM MIND YOU... I AIN'T TOUCHING THAT SIDE OF ME.... I HAVE BEEN GIVING THERAPEUTIC MASSAGES SINCE I WAS 5 YEARS OLD... MY DAD SUFFERED FROM MIGRAINES AND MASSAGING HIS NECK SHOULDERS AND TEMPLES GAVE HIM RELIEF... SO I DEVELOPED FROM THAT MY OWN TECHNIQUES AND OF COURSE WHEN IT CAME TO WOMEN I LEARNED FULL BODY MASSAGE BUT AGAIN THERAPEUTIC... UNTIL SHE'S OPEN FOR THE SENSUAL BUT YOU DON'T RUSH INTO THAT FOR MANY REASONS IF YOU ARE SERIOUS ABOUT MASSAGE... AND FRANKLY ON TOP OF THESE AND MANY THINGS I AM A POET... THIS IS IMPORTANT TO UNDERSTANDING ME BUT UNDERSTANDING ME ISN'T IMPORTANT AT ALL REALLY... I HAVE THAT COVERED COMPLETELY... SO WHY DID I RAMBLE ABOUT THIS... WELL WHILE OTHER GUYS A HAPPY TO HANG AROUND OTHER GUYS AND TALK ABOUT SPORTS AND ANYTHING ELSE GUYS TALK ABOUT, JOKE ABOUT BRAG ABOUT... THERE ARE GUYS LIKE ME... WHO IF GIVEN ANY TIME WITH THEIR WOMAN... COULD CONVINCE THEM TO "OPEN UP".... IF I GIVE A WOMAN A NECK MASSAGE AND SHE RELAXES SHE'LL TALK TO ME... IF I DON'T INTERRUPT AND LISTEN AND PAY ATTENTION SHE WILL TELL ME THINGS SHE MAY NOT HAVE TOLD ANYONE ELSE.... AND THAT MAY AS FAR AS IT GOES... AND I CAN ACCEPT THAT... BUT IF SHE ASKS TO BE "TOUCHED" AGAIN THEN I KNOW SHE CAN BE TOUCHED... AND IF I WANT HER I CAN BE VERY "TOUCHING" AND STILL EVERYTHING WILL BE ABOVE THE TABLE.... BUT IF SHE ALLOWS ME TO COOK FOR HER... WELLLL AGAIN IF I "WANT" HER AT THAT POINT IT IS A WRAP.... BUT AGAIN I WILL DO NOTHING FORWARD... NOTHING SHALL WE SAY "SUGGESTIVE" CERTAINLY NOTHING ANY CLOD COCK JOCK WOULD SAY... BUT ALL THE WHILE... THE SENSUAL IS HAPPENING.... THE SMELL OF THE FOOD COOKING HAS TAKEN BEFORE HER FIRST BITE AND ONCE SHE TASTES WHAT I HAVE PREPARED FOR HER... FOR HER... FOR HER AGAIN THIS IS IMPORTANT... IF IT SEEMS THIS IS WHAT YOU "ALWAYS" DO YOU ARE TREATING HER LIKE AND SHE MIGHT AS WELL BE ANY OTHER WOMAN YOU MANAGED TO GET A HOLD OF.... SO YOU BETTER REMEMBER SOMETHING IN HER CONVERSATION TO HELP YOU PLAN THE RIGHT MEAL... FOR HER... FOR HER... FOR HER.... THEN IF I WANT HER I WILL LET HER TAKE ME... BECAUSE THAT IS WHERE IT MUST GO... TO BEGIN.... SHE MUST TAKE ME IF I WANT HER... AND SHE WILL LET ME KNOW WHEN SHE KNOWS THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT SHE WANTS... NO GUESSING... NO HESITATION... AND THAT IS WHEN ALL THE SENSES GET TREATED... SIGHT... TOUCH... SMELL... TASTE... AND SOUND.... I WILL FEED HER... POETRY... MY POETRY... MY VERY OWN POETRY... VERY NEAR TO HER EAR... AND SHE WILL HAVE LITTLE CHOICE BUT TO FEED ON IT BECAUSE IT WILL BECOME HER AND SHE WON'T DENY A WORD OF IT... SHE WILL WANT MORE AND THAT IS JUST WHAT I WILL GIVE HER... MORE OF HER OWN POETRY... IN A VOICE I CALL MY "VAMPIRE VOICE" WHICH IS NOT FAKE BY ANY MEANS... BUT THE VAMPIRE TALES SELL BECAUSE THEY ARE ALWAYS PORTRAYED AS GRAND SEDUCERS MAKING A WOMAN WANT TO BE TAKEN... AND FROM MY VOICE SHE WILL HEAR HERSELF, FROM MY TOUCH SHE WILL FEEL HERSELF AND FROM MY LIPS SHE WILL TASTE HERSELF... AND CLEARLY SMELL HERSELF AND BEFORE IT IS ALL OVER SHE WILL REALLY SEE HERSELF AND WILL NEVER AGAIN BE THE SAME AND WILL HAVE A VERY HARD TIME ACCEPTING ANY OTHER LOVER WHO CAN'T DO THE SIMPLE COMPLEX THINGS THAT MAKES HER.... OPEN.... IF YOU PAID ATTENTION AND FOLLOWED ME DOWN TO HERE YOU LEARNED A VERY VALUABLE LESSON....
AS FOR WHY I COME TO THIS SITE THAT IS EASY ENOUGH... I'M NOT HERE TO TRY AND FUCK YOUR WIFE OR GF OR ANYTHING EVEN CLOSE TO THAT... I'M NOT TRYING TO MEET SOME RANDOM STRANGER IN THE HOPES THAT I'LL GET LAID, PAID OR PHOTO PORTRAYED.... I'M NOT IN THAT LIFESTYLE FOR THOSE WHO ARE I AM HAPPY FOR YOU... AGAIN MY TRUE STORY IS I HAVE MY OWN KINKY SIDE WHICH I INDULGE PRIVATELY AND PLEASE DON'T GET ME WRONG I LOVE TO FUCK... HOT DIRTY FUCKING LIKE THE ******* I AM FUCKING AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY SMUT TO BE SMUTTY THE TALK TO BE DIRTY AND MY MADONNA TO BE SLUTTY... AND THOUGH I AM OUT OF "THE GAME" ONE OF THE THINGS I LOVE THE A LOT IS THE SIGHT OF A MATURE WHITE WOMAN... SO DON'T MIND ME I AM JUST LOOKING AROUND TAKING IN THE SIGHTS, LIKING WHAT I SEE WHEN I SEE WHAT I LIKE...
LOVE TO HAVE CONVERSATIONS BUT AGAIN IF YOU'VE READ THIS FAR YOU KNOW BETTER THAN I IF WE HAVE ANYTHING REALLY TO TALK ABOUT... DON'T CARE FOR TALKING TO MEN... ESPECIALLY ONE'S THAT TRY AND PASS THEMSELVES OFF AS BEING "THEIR WIFE"... I SUSPECT THAT AGAIN UNLESS YOU ARE REALLY IN THE LIFE "WHICH ALSO MEANS IT IS LESS LIKELY THAT YOU ARE "HERE" THEN IF THERE IS A WOMAN INVOLVED THIS IS MORE ROLE PLAYING AND CYBER SAFE TO HAVE GUYS WHO SHOW THEIRS OR ANYONE ELSE'S COCK SAY HOW MUCH THEY WANT HER AND KNOW THEY ARE JACKING OFF TO HER... NO HARM IN THAT... BUT MY BIGGEST CONCERN WOULD BE "*******"... DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANY PARTS OF THAT AND I KNOW HOW TO SCREEN *******... SO ONCE AGAIN I AM A REAL PERSON THIS IS ALL TRUE AND IF YOU HAVE READ THIS FAR... PLEASE ENJOY THE FOLLOWING ALSO TRUE STORY OF THIS PART OF ME... THE ONE THAT AGAIN FINDS MATURE WHITE WOMEN... "ELECTRIC" AND WHY I WILL VISIT THIS SITE TILL I TIRE OF IT I ASSUME... OR GET THE BOOT... (I MIGHT BE SEEN AS A SPOILER) I PLAN TO POST A PICTURE OR TWO OF "OLIVIA".... UNLESS YOU ACTUALLY KNEW ME THERE IS JUST NO WAY YOU'D KNOW WHO SHE MIGHT BE... AND SHE COULD BE ANYONE YOU'D SEE ON SITES... BUT SHE'S REAL... VERY REAL AND OTHER THAN THAT THERE'S NOTHING ELSE FOR ME TO SAY... SO GET READY FOR ANOTHER LONG READ...
THIS IS THE TALE OF TWO LOVERS... WELL TWO TALES OF TWO OF MY LOVERS... THE ONE THAT "GOT AWAY" FROM BEING FULLY TAKEN AND THE ONE THAT I WANTED AND LET HER TAKE ME
Can you see the HEART??? WELL that's where they say HOME IS.... FOR EIGHT YEARS THIS BEAUTIFUL PUSSY WAS A PLACE I CALLED "HOME".... I WAS 42 AND SHE WAS 52... I WAS HER FIRST BLACK LOVER (AND NOT HER LAST... LUCKY BASTARDS) MY LUST FOR OLDER WOMEN (ESPECIALLY WHITE ONES) STILL ABOUNDS IN ME... BUT NOW AT 57 MOST OF THE "MATURE WOMEN" THAT TURN ME ON BY SIGHT ALONE ARE PRETTY MUCH MY AGE SO THE PLAYING FIELD HAS BECOME MORE EVEN... AND I'M NOT WHAT A "COUGAR" LOOKS FOR IN A CUB... HOW EVER IF THEY ONLY KNEW WHAT WAS REALLY GOOD FOR THEM... THEY'D KICK THE YOUNGSTER TO THE CURB... BUT AGAIN I AM JUST A "LOOKER" NOW... MILFS AND GILFS ROCK!
SIMPLE COMPLEXITY:
The Poet's Note In Prelude: "Olivia" not her real name was a LOVER of mine and remains one of (NO CORRECTION... THE MOST erotic encounter of my life so far... (I STILL HAVE TIME). She, A White Woman, 10 years my senior who answered a personal ad in which I said I was looking for a "Woman of Color" about my age, so on and so forth... Her response was "I am not what you are looking for but I like what you have to say"... my response back.. "How do you know what I am looking for from you... perhaps I just need a friend... we continued on via email... Me, telling her every trick in a man's book of what to look out for... being the KNIGHT that I am... BLACK and protective... We continued for quite sometime discovering more about each other... similarities of course... who ever discusses DIFFERENCES when first getting to know someone... afterwards "VIVE LA DIFFERENCE!". We examined each other across the corridors of cyberspace and bare in mind this was before it became what it is today, with cams and shams and people more than willing to show you their nakedness or what they wished it was. Men had not yet ventured to show their COCKS so frequently as now let alone what they did with them alone... in the dark... by monitor light... Well as things progressed we turned a corner at one point and we started talking more like two people in hot pursuit... My KNIGHT'S armor turned into my naked skinned self and more and more revealing we became though it was a very coy and appropriate flirtation at first... INUENDOS ABOUND... I asked her if she had ever been to Niagra Falls (we were both in NY, not that that mattered or made it any more likely or unlikely)... Of course she had... I told of my visit and the tour where the guide pointed out a spot in the Niagra River called "Point of No Return" where it is said anyone in the water at the point was going over the Falls with little or no doubt... A DANGER ZONE... (this line had come in handy once before with another White Woman my senior... a former co-worker... when I described that perilous point in Niagra I asked "Do you think we are DANGEROUSLY CLOSE TO SEDUCTION?"... I was surprised at myself for being so bold with this married woman who I considered a friend and her husband to be one as well. She took me aback by saying so matter-of-factly "YES... DO YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT?" NOT A PROBLEM AT ALL... except at the time she became "the best sex I NEVER HAD". OH WE KISSED DEEPLY, AND I SPENT MANY HOURS EATING HER DELICIOUS PUSSY, QUITE OFTEN AFTER EATING A DELICIOUS MEAL AT HER HOME ALONG WITH HER HUSBAND WHO SEEMED TO HAVE NO PROBLEM LEAVING US ALONE AS HE TOOK HIMSELF TO EARLY BED. AND YES SHE SUCKED MY COCK WITH GREAT ABANDON AND MY LIPS, TONGUE AND TEETH KNEW HER LIKE I WAS BLIND AND HER BODY WAS A BEST SELLING BRAILE BOOK... BUT... She would not allow me the pleasure of sinking deeper into her hot moist hairy cunt than my tongue, nose fingers and toes... You see her husband refused to/"couldn't" have sex with her blaming his age (he was her senior) and lack of libido... Funny because he was always ready to tell me his many bawdy jokes and make lewd comments about women passing by when it was just we two or other men were about. Of course I laughed at each and every one... how could I not laugh with him... and near him and AT HIM.... after all the joke was on him without a doubt... even if I never (and I never) got to throw my COCK into the sweet ring of his wife's PUSSY I had more than my share of having her under my nose while being just footsteps from being right under his nose... so I laughed and never felt I was doing him wrong because I wasn't taking anything from him and was not looking to take her away... So I took what I could get... ALL THAT THAT WAS... for unfortunately this juicy morsel of an "unsatisfied wife", was satisfied to wrap her lips tightly around my THROBBING BLACK COCK and have me EAT HER CUNT AND EVEN LICK AND PROBE HER ASSHOLE WITH MY TONGUE... BUT STRAIGHT FUCKING HER SHE WAS NOT TO EVER ALLOW ME THE GRAND PRIX... WHY? WHY? WHY? Because... she was raised raised a "good Catholic" and what we were doing was already a threat to her immortal soul!!! "I'm already cheating on my husband with what we ARE DOING... Do you not understand what a conflict this is to me?????!!!!" Have I any choice or say in your conflict? We were in the RIVER NIAGRA... HOW CAN WE NOT BE ALREADY IN THE FOAM AT THE BASE OF THE FALLS... But... It was not to be... YET my best memory of those days gone by was the time she came to my apartment which she had many times and went through the ritual of taking off her clothes as not to leave tell tale wrinkles that even a husband such as hers would question... and there on my futon we held each other and talked and of all the things that I had ever done with a woman before and never again since... I held this FRIEND... NAKED... and felt the POWER of it as my member stayed laying there too... not a single pulse, not a single rise... but it was highly erotic in all that it was in that moment... I believe it was TANTRIC without training or thought and it was so very hot and yet not... in that way... it was POWER. Though I still gave chase... And tried to beat down her castle walls... rationalizing as again regarding her husband... YOU NEED THIS... YOU NEED TO FEEL LIKE A TOTAL WOMAN... WHY DENY WHAT HE WON'T GIVE YOU... CAN'T GIVE YOU???? I AM YOUR FRIEND, YOUR CONFIDANT... YOU'RE SAFE WITH ME AND I AM NOT GOING TO THREATEN YOUR MARRIAGE... I JUST WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND... OH YEAH AND FUCK YOU TILL YOU SCREAM... She acknowledge all of that... "I tell you things I can't bring myself to tell anyone else..." "Then LET ME BE YOUR LOVER... TRULY DEEPLY... LET ME BE INSIDE YOU!!!" and then she said it again... the conflict of her SOUL in peril... and finally she looked at me as if she were revealing a secret not so obvious and said... "I am too OLD for you...(NOT!) I am TOO WHITE for you... (NOT!!) and besides... I already HAVE A LOVER...(WHAT!!!) and that makes it even more a problem for me... I am already cheating on my husband with you and with him I am ACTUALLY HAVING SEX.. (Pre-dated Bill Clinton it seems... what we were doing I suppose to her was "I AM NOT HAVING SEX WITH THAT MAN"... I AGREE YOUR HONOR WE ARE HAVING INTERCOURSE BUT NOT THE MAIN COURSE)
BUT THIS DID NOT START OUT BEING THAT STORY AND THE STORY THAT IS TO BE TOLD IN PRELUDE TO MY POEM IS THE STORY OF "O" "O" "OLIVIA... So where was I... yes Olivia (which happens to be the name she was born with though she changed it to what it is now... few would know it but I do so that protects her identity) Well our Email exchanges became more passioned and IM's followed suit... till finally I used the NIAGRA FALLS line on her but this time rather than ask if we were DANGEROUSLY CLOSE TO SEDUCTION... I didn't need her to confirm what I knew in my BONE... Ahhh BONES... I asked "Can I ask you a question?" "Sure"... "But I want your answer right after I ask no hesitation and I want you to be sure about it... NO IF'S ANDS OR BUTS! (Well maybe a BUTT)... "ASK IT"... "DO YOU WANNA FUCK?" "YES!!!! YES I WANNA FUCK!" and that was how WE began... A TORRID LOVE AFFAIR THAT LASTED OVER 8 YEARS... In my search for a "WOMAN OF COLOR" I discovered the LOVE of a COLORFUL WOMAN!!!
IN THE PINK!
She remains the best FUCK I ever had and the secret desires I have never gotten totally over... But I would sure love to get my hands on A SUITABLE SUB... (I have just the suit to suit them)... As time went by her age over mine was even more attractive to me as was the color of her SKIN... HER BLUE EYES... HER BLOND HAIR... HER SWEET CUNT... AND ALL THAT I CONNECT WITH IN HER... Even in my pursuit of porno pass times I cull the internet for her "look alikes" and to my great pleasure I have found two that look and fuck as she does... ROBIN PACINO and SUSAN RENO... Thank GOD FOR BIG FAVORS... and Bless them BOTH for having a fine taste for BLACK COCK (especially SUSAN,,, ROBIN IS A RINGER... THEY BOTH ARE! However I would step over each of them and the entire Playboy Stock for just one more time with OLIVIA or more ;-)... I'd risk it all... married as I am, to FUCK her again... and all would be at risk... So this original POEM... "SIMPLE COMPLEXITY tells the story of our first encounter... when we both proved how much we WANTED TO FUCK... AND WHEN THAT FIRST FUCK SET THE STAGE FOR SO MANY... BUT... make no mistake... I LOVED/LOVE HER even more than JUST FUCKING... ALWAYS WILL THOUGH UNLIKELY AGAIN IN THIS LIFE TIME... and that will always be OUR POETRY... I present to you now my POEM...
"SIMPLE COMPLEXITY" by me!
Olivia
Olivia
Olivia
Thrice it must be said
Like a tapering echo
It is
Lost
yet not lost
Abandoned
Yet not
Identity
Crisis
Yet not
Look there
Still lays
The open window
The pump
Vanilla taken in with
Your baby breathes
and song
And many tears
Since the cradle
These now my memories
Yet not
My love of yesterdays
Yet not
I can not claim what is not mine
Nor lose what has claimed me
Quiet now
Hush
Behold
There
Our reflection in time’s great mirror
You are just parting open for me
For the first time
Exposing me to your element
Soaking me
I am drenched
Sinking
Seeping
Weeping
Not as babies do
But as the moisture that
Is trapped in wood
Rises weeping to the surface
Streaming and steaming in the fire
There in the glow of it
I sipped the difference
My skin made with yours
Saw my shadow lying upon your breasts
As I stood up in your garden
Deep in the place
Where your river flows
Bubbles and foams
Currents and eddies
My flesh
Churning
Within your flesh
The cascade of your belly
Carried me down into you
You made me be
One inside your river
Made me flow into you
Made me feel your heartbeat
There where you are all woman
Vanilla and pump and open window
And all this
And all this
And all this
Magnificent
And frightening
Angry red
And icy blue
Vein and artery
All This poetry
Unfinished
Undone
Ripped up and tossed
Gathered and glued
Completed
And abandoned
Olivia
Olivia
Olivia
This
Simple complexity
is our poetry
my dear
my darling
my love
it is not guilty or innocent
shamed or shammed
it is beautifully
all COCK
And all CUNT
PUSSY and PRICK
And that is beautifully
Beautiful
NOW YOU KNOW... SO THAT IS MY STORY AND I AM STICKING STICKY TO IT
BUTT OF COURSE....THE END...
P.S. We both were very attracted to Dragonflies AND we both to this day can't see one without "going there" I CALLED "O"Livia " DRAGONFLY on occasions and it was a "code word" between we two... SO THAT IS WHY I USE THE PSEUDONYM "DRAGONFLYZGUY"... :}{~~~~
SHY??? MOI??? Well if you are UP TO IT... Settle back and leave the DRAGONFLYING to US... You are in for a LONG and sometimes VERY BUMPY RIDE... WARNING we don't SERVE PEANUTS but we are FIRST CLASS in ALL SECTIONS. Should you should decide to BAIL OUT that's fine too... And now may I PLEASE HAVE YOUR ATTENTION;
That's my FLIGHT ATTENDANT... CALL HER "O"Livia... This was a picture she sent me before met when I "Seduced" her to do so... PLEASE UNDERSTAND WHEN THAT WAS WAS WAY BEFORE WHAT HAS BECOME A COMMON PRACTICE... PUSSY AND DICK PICTURES CUMMING AT YOU BY REQUEST (or NOT SOMETIMES)... especially from a STRANGER you had never even ACTUALLY MET... NICE... I PREFER HAIR SO "BALD PUSSY" LOVERS YOU DON'T HAVE TO PUSH THE "LIKE"... A VERY PRETTY "WISHBONE" was my first reaction... ALL ATTACHED TO A 52 YEAR OLD WONDER WOMAN... I was to find out it was indeed CADDILAC PUSSY and I DROVE FOR MILES AND SMILES... BUT You will be seeing more of "O"livia and finding out about our MATING if you hang on all the way through... (Of course if you want to just scroll down and view her I get that... I do it myself when the VIEW is all I really CAME FOR...
and now a bit... OK A LOT ABOUT ME.... My story (VERY TRUE STORY) and why I am here is really a story of LOVE and PASSION and SEX... AND THE INTERRACIAL FORMULA FOR ALL OF THAT AND MORE...
I'll be honest because it is the BEST POLICY in most cases and even if I DON'T become verified as a real person on this site I KNOW I am real and what is real for you...
First off the AVATAR is the REAL DEAL ME... That is in fact my very own COCK... A very handsome specimen which I am proud of so why not show it... but then a COCK IS A COCK IS A COCK as far as I am concerned. I don't look at another man's with any admiration, envy or certainly any desires anymore than I would their face. Not interested, concerned and certainly not in any competition or race. I have one of my own... my interests are in strictly those natural features of a WOMAN which I don't have as some would argue that NATURE/GOD intended. That which is speaking only for myself THE ATTRACTION. So it is what is found in the female form that has ALWAYS interested me and when I say that I never remember NOT being so attracted... never going through that "phase"... and my strongest and earliest remembered hard-on came while playing in my back yard on my see-saw with the little girl next door... We were both about 4 years old and I knew if I held my end down I could keep her up in the air... This always made her both laugh and scream and as I let her down she'd regain her composure but at my will I would hold her up there and enjoyed the sensory thrill... audible and visual... and YES even then thought the wooden plank going up between her legs (where girls are not the same as boys) was "exciting" and my nature responded as well giving me that thrilling tingling sensation an an unmistakable erection... it made my "wee-wee" DIFFERENT... I knew it was then different in a special way... but at 4 years old I thought it was all "MY SECRET" So I never TOLD anyone and certainly not "Kimmie"... Never told her THAT was REALLY why I liked HOLDING HER UP IN THE AIR AND MAKING HER SCREAM...
THAT is another VERY TRUE part of my story and as I look back on it I was quite the CLEVER LAD because it is a lot like I discovered later on in life... If you can make a woman feel Exhilaration... Giddy... to the point of screams/tears/laughter by doing things to her that you have control over and alter it back and forth with her... lifting and holding and allowing her to lift you as well but you show her that it is by the dominance of your "MALE SIDE" which let's you make it clear that you can HOLD HER UP AS HIGH AS YOU WANT AND KEEP HER UP THERE TILL SHE BEGS YOU TO LET HER COME COME BACK DOWN TO EARTH... then you will have learned what really transforms your little "wee-wee" into the COCK YOU HAVE THAT SHE WANTS... OTHERWISE... your cock is really simply a penis after all like every other one...
THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS THAT NO TWO PUSSIES ARE EVERY REALLY ALIKE... NOT IN LOOK... TASTE... SMELL... TOUCH... and if you've never HEARD THE DIFFERENCE IN ONE PUSSY vs ANOTHER before... WELL YOU AIN'T PAYING CLOSE ENOUGH ATTENTION! IN EVERY WOMAN IS SOMETHING VERY UNIQUELY HERS AND HERS ALONE... SOME DON'T EVEN KNOW THIS THEMSELVES. It takes a skilled LOVER to show them if they don't know and to let them feel APPRECIATED FOR NOT JUST BEING "ANY WOMAN" But for being WHO THEY ARE.
The MAN who knows that KNOWS and the WOMAN who finds themselves with such a MAN knows HERSELF even BETTER after being with him... IF IT IS FOR ONE BRIEF MOMENT, A LONG STRETCH or A LIFETIME. Some women never find that because they only find men who still insist on PLAYING WITH THEIR WEE-WEE's... This is going to STING some guys here but you can spot them very easily... They say things like "BOY... What I could do TO YOU" "If you was here I would DO THIS TO YOU... and THAT TO YOU" or frankly they could say just about anything they swear they can DO TO YOU... and probably they could and given the just just maybe they would... OR NOT. Most are never going to have to prove it so they can say anything, claim anything and the might as well cut and paste it because they have used the same line so many times... SO MANY TIMES THAT ODDS SAY THEY HAVE TO ACTUALLY "SCORE" WITH AT LEAST A FEW... OR ONE... They watch porn and like "IN THE MOVIES" they think "THAT COULD BE ME"... sure it could... but probably only if somebody is getting paid... no offense...
THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE INTO "LIFESTYLES" AND THEY KNOW IT AND KNOW WHO IS "IN IT" AND WHO IS NOT... JUST LIKE GAY PEOPLE DESPITE WHAT UPTIGHT HOMO-PHOBIC SELF RIGHTEOUS PEOPLE MAY THINK... KNOW WHO IS "IN THE LIFE" AS THEY ARE... WHATEVER YOUR LIFESTYLE IS IF YOU ARE SERIOUS ABOUT IT THE FIRST CALL TO ORDER IS BEING "SAFE"... So anyone that even thinks that there are people out there just dying to have you (a perfect stranger) meet them so you can "STICK YOUR DICK" any where and any way you want it... keep watching free porn on the internet and keep thinking THAT COULD BE ME... While you are at it keep thinking most of the correspondence you see and ye shall receive comes from an actual "WOMAN"... Again this is going to STING but a vast majority comes from a guy JUST LIKE YOU in many ways with a COCK just like you in many ways... after all... as I said... A COCK IS A COCK IS A COCK... Pretty much regardless of the size... YES SIZE DOES MATTER AND VERY FEW WOMEN WITH SCREAM "OH YEAH FUCK ME WITH THAT LITTLE DICK" but frankly an average size dick ain't little so a dick below average is a LITTLE DICK... But even if that is what you have to work with if you WORK a WOMAN RIGHT she will tell you it's a BIG COCK and thank you for GIVING it to her... if you know what makes her DIFFERENT from any other WOMAN ON THE PLANET... and they way to knowing THAT... IS THROUGH YOUR EAR... remember if you can HEAR her PUSSY you can't do anything FOR HER... no matter WHAT you are doing TO HER (OR SHE PRETENDS YOU ARE DOING TO HER)...
Get a GRIP on more than JUST your "wee-wee"... Most of the "fantasies" you read or watch are written by MEN for MEN because they are reading from their OWN PLAYBOOK... Every MAJOR LEAGUE PLAYER KNOWS YOU HAVE TO GET YOUR HANDS ON THE OTHER TEAMS PLAYBOOK... LEARN THEIR STRATEGIES.... Case in point... MOST MEN WHO HAVE EVEN BOTHERED TO READ WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN HAVE NOT EVEN GOTTEN TO THIS POINT.... THEY BAILED PARAGRAPHS AGO... and that's good... they can't handle the truth... NOW A WOMAN.... A REAL WOMAN.... Wants to see where I am going with this... SHE'S SELDOM EVER GOTTEN A PEEK AT A REAL MAN'S PLAYBOOK... FACT IS SHE HAS GIVEN VERY LITTLE ATTENTION TO THE VERY REAL PICTURE OF MY COCK BECAUSE AFTER ALL SHE PROBABLY HAS ONE OF HER OWN SNORING RIGHT NOW OR IN HER SOCK DRAWER... SHE AGREES WITH ME THAT A COCK IS A COCK IS A COCK and in that way mine is nothing special and it doesn't matter if I say it is mine (WHICH IT DAMN SURE IS... REPEAT AFTER ME... "THIS IS MY COCK... THERE ARE MANY JUST LIKE IT... BUT THIS ONE IS MINE) and that is the real difference... it is mine and I don't "give" it away to just anyone (GOT THAT FROM THE "REAL WOMAN'S PLAYBOOK BTW) because what makes MY COCK DIFFERENT is it is backed by more than just it's weight in GOLD from what I have discovered it could do beside change from just being a "wee-wee" that is attached to a little boy on a see-saw... I've learned to RIDE THE WILD HORSES and TAME THEM... TO BE THE PUSSY WHISPERER... TEACH THEM TO SHOW THEIR TRUE NATURE AND BE SPIRITED... and all because when I stopped playing on the see saw with "Kimmie" and the other girls my age (nothing sexual mind you) and I discovered on my own as many young adolescents do how to masturbate and make myself COME... (Funny I swear I never heard that term but after I started doing it then that was the thing I said mostly in my head... WHO KNEW THAT WAS THE PHRASE THAT PAYS... I TELL YOU I WAS A PRODIGY... but I didn't want "girls" I WANTED WOMEN... WOMEN LIKE IN THE SEARS CATALOG LINGERIE SECTION THAT WAS MY FIRST "PORN" and WOMEN LIKE IN THE COPIES OF "SCREW" MAGAZINE THAT SCHOOL BOYS STOLE FROM BIG BROTHERS WHO STOLE THEM FROM DADS WHO GOT THEM GOD KNOWS WHERE... WE PASS THEM AROUND LIKE LIBRARY BOOKS ON LOAN... I WANTED THOSE WOMEN WITH FULL FIGURES AND FOR GOD SAKE GIVE ME HAIR... GIVE ME HAIR... TO THIS DAY I PREFER A NICE BUSH PROBABLY FOR THAT REASON... IT WAS IN VOGUE... Besides even though I never saw an actual WOMAN BUSH till much later I knew that a BALD PUSSY belonged to a little girl (Kimmie's pussy sight unseen was bald... BUT JUST LIKE I GREW HAIR WHEN I GREWED UP... I BET ONE DAY SHE DID TOO... AND IF YOU ARE OUT THERE SOMEWHERE KIMMIE FOR GOD SAKE DON'T SHAVE IT OFF!!! TRIM YOUR BUSH IF YOU MUST BUT IT IS THE SIGN OF WOMAN TO ME AND WELL... (ok it is my preference and I know only diehard baby boomers and former HIPPIES still know HAIR was more than just a musical... but I'll move on... that had to be said SINCE THIS REALLY IS ALL ABOUT ME...
NOW WHEN I SAY I WAS ALWAYS ATTRACTED TO OLDER WOMEN THAT AGAIN IS A TRUTH ABOUT ME... MY FANTASY WOMAN WAS ALWAYS OLDER AND FRANKLY I MAY HAVE LEFT HIGH SCHOOL A VIRGIN AND MY FIRST WAS A FORMER CLASSMATE BUT THAT STILL DOESN'T COUNT AND I MADE UP FOR "LOST TIME" WITH VENGEANCE (THANK GOD I NEVER CAUGHT AN STD, MADE UNPLANNED FOR BABIES OR THAT SEX COULD ACTUALLY "******* YOU" WHEN I WAS YOUNG SINGLE AND FREE... BUT WHEN I DECIDED MARRIAGE WAS MY NEXT ADVENTURE SHE WAS 4 YEARS OLDER THAN ME AT 22 (HEY THAT WAS A BIG DIFFERENCE AT THE TIME) AND MOST OF MY ENCOUNTERS AFTER WE DIVORCED WAS OLDER... IN FACT MY SECOND WIFE TURNS OUT LIED TO ME FOR OVER TEN YEARS TILL HER COUSIN RATTED HER OUT AND I FOUND OUT A YEAR OLDER WAS MORE LIKE 8 YEARS... HEY she obviously had no idea that that only made her more attractive to me... BUT.....
MY REAL EDUCATION CAME FROM TEACHERS FROM SCHOOLS OF HIGHER LEARNING... much more MATURE... and the beauty of being in their hands was not that they showed me THINGS I DIDN'T KNOW but the fact that they were the PROVING GROUNDS for the things I always KNEW I ALWAYS KNEW... They got the BEST OF ME FROM ME BECAUSE I WAS ABLE TO BRING THE BEST OUT OF THEM... I LISTENED TO THEM... FIRST... REALLY LISTENED TO THEM... I LET THEM DO THE TALKING... AND IF YOU HAVE NOT GUESSED BY NOW I AM NOT SHORT ON WORDS... IF YOU REALLY HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY THAT A WOMAN REALLY WANTS TO HEAR YOU ARE JINGLING THE KEYS THAT WILL OPEN HER UP... AND THAT IS WHAT A REAL WOMAN REALLY WANTS... SHE WANTS TO BE OPEN... OPEN WITH YOU... OPEN TO YOU... OPEN TO HERSELF BEFORE SHE CAN REALLY BE OPENED BY YOU AND BEFORE SHE WILL REALLY OPEN FOR YOU... If you don't get that and the only opening you have to offer a WOMAN comes out of the tired old MAN'S PLAYBOOK... WELL GOOD LUCK WITH THAT....
BEFORE I FORGET THAT "GETTING IN TOUCH WITH YOUR FEMININE SIDE ******* WORKS!!!! I AM A GOURMET COOK... (YEAH YEAH MOST GREAT CHEFS ARE MEN) NEWS FLASH... MOST GREAT CHEFS ARE MEN WHO GREW UP IN MALE DOMINATED KITCHENS AND JUST LIKE THE REST OF THE WHITE HETERO SEXUAL MALE CHAUVINISTIC WORLD CRUMBLING SO ARE THE KITCHEN WALLS... SO I'M NOT SAYING COOKING IS FEMININE BUT I COOK LIKE MY MOM SHOWED ME AND SET A FINE TABLE LIKE MY GRANDMOTHER SHOWED HER... FACT A FRIEND ONCE SAID IF HE DIDN'T KNOW BETTER HE'D SWEAR I WAS GAY... TO WHICH I SAID "BUT YOU KNOW BETTER THAN TO LEAVE YOUR GIRLFRIEND ALONE WITH ME FOR AN HOUR" Not that I would cross that line but he got my point... YOU WILL NEVER FIND ME CAMPED OUT in front of the tv... WATCHING THE BALLGAMES and I could give less than a ******* about millionaires playing for billionaires... I'd rather GO SHOPPING and I REALLY ENJOY BUYING MY WIFE'S CLOTHES ESPECIALLY HER LINGERIE... I DON'T WEAR THEM MIND YOU... I AIN'T TOUCHING THAT SIDE OF ME.... I HAVE BEEN GIVING THERAPEUTIC MASSAGES SINCE I WAS 5 YEARS OLD... MY DAD SUFFERED FROM MIGRAINES AND MASSAGING HIS NECK SHOULDERS AND TEMPLES GAVE HIM RELIEF... SO I DEVELOPED FROM THAT MY OWN TECHNIQUES AND OF COURSE WHEN IT CAME TO WOMEN I LEARNED FULL BODY MASSAGE BUT AGAIN THERAPEUTIC... UNTIL SHE'S OPEN FOR THE SENSUAL BUT YOU DON'T RUSH INTO THAT FOR MANY REASONS IF YOU ARE SERIOUS ABOUT MASSAGE... AND FRANKLY ON TOP OF THESE AND MANY THINGS I AM A POET... THIS IS IMPORTANT TO UNDERSTANDING ME BUT UNDERSTANDING ME ISN'T IMPORTANT AT ALL REALLY... I HAVE THAT COVERED COMPLETELY... SO WHY DID I RAMBLE ABOUT THIS... WELL WHILE OTHER GUYS A HAPPY TO HANG AROUND OTHER GUYS AND TALK ABOUT SPORTS AND ANYTHING ELSE GUYS TALK ABOUT, JOKE ABOUT BRAG ABOUT... THERE ARE GUYS LIKE ME... WHO IF GIVEN ANY TIME WITH THEIR WOMAN... COULD CONVINCE THEM TO "OPEN UP".... IF I GIVE A WOMAN A NECK MASSAGE AND SHE RELAXES SHE'LL TALK TO ME... IF I DON'T INTERRUPT AND LISTEN AND PAY ATTENTION SHE WILL TELL ME THINGS SHE MAY NOT HAVE TOLD ANYONE ELSE.... AND THAT MAY AS FAR AS IT GOES... AND I CAN ACCEPT THAT... BUT IF SHE ASKS TO BE "TOUCHED" AGAIN THEN I KNOW SHE CAN BE TOUCHED... AND IF I WANT HER I CAN BE VERY "TOUCHING" AND STILL EVERYTHING WILL BE ABOVE THE TABLE.... BUT IF SHE ALLOWS ME TO COOK FOR HER... WELLLL AGAIN IF I "WANT" HER AT THAT POINT IT IS A WRAP.... BUT AGAIN I WILL DO NOTHING FORWARD... NOTHING SHALL WE SAY "SUGGESTIVE" CERTAINLY NOTHING ANY CLOD COCK JOCK WOULD SAY... BUT ALL THE WHILE... THE SENSUAL IS HAPPENING.... THE SMELL OF THE FOOD COOKING HAS TAKEN BEFORE HER FIRST BITE AND ONCE SHE TASTES WHAT I HAVE PREPARED FOR HER... FOR HER... FOR HER AGAIN THIS IS IMPORTANT... IF IT SEEMS THIS IS WHAT YOU "ALWAYS" DO YOU ARE TREATING HER LIKE AND SHE MIGHT AS WELL BE ANY OTHER WOMAN YOU MANAGED TO GET A HOLD OF.... SO YOU BETTER REMEMBER SOMETHING IN HER CONVERSATION TO HELP YOU PLAN THE RIGHT MEAL... FOR HER... FOR HER... FOR HER.... THEN IF I WANT HER I WILL LET HER TAKE ME... BECAUSE THAT IS WHERE IT MUST GO... TO BEGIN.... SHE MUST TAKE ME IF I WANT HER... AND SHE WILL LET ME KNOW WHEN SHE KNOWS THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT SHE WANTS... NO GUESSING... NO HESITATION... AND THAT IS WHEN ALL THE SENSES GET TREATED... SIGHT... TOUCH... SMELL... TASTE... AND SOUND.... I WILL FEED HER... POETRY... MY POETRY... MY VERY OWN POETRY... VERY NEAR TO HER EAR... AND SHE WILL HAVE LITTLE CHOICE BUT TO FEED ON IT BECAUSE IT WILL BECOME HER AND SHE WON'T DENY A WORD OF IT... SHE WILL WANT MORE AND THAT IS JUST WHAT I WILL GIVE HER... MORE OF HER OWN POETRY... IN A VOICE I CALL MY "VAMPIRE VOICE" WHICH IS NOT FAKE BY ANY MEANS... BUT THE VAMPIRE TALES SELL BECAUSE THEY ARE ALWAYS PORTRAYED AS GRAND SEDUCERS MAKING A WOMAN WANT TO BE TAKEN... AND FROM MY VOICE SHE WILL HEAR HERSELF, FROM MY TOUCH SHE WILL FEEL HERSELF AND FROM MY LIPS SHE WILL TASTE HERSELF... AND CLEARLY SMELL HERSELF AND BEFORE IT IS ALL OVER SHE WILL REALLY SEE HERSELF AND WILL NEVER AGAIN BE THE SAME AND WILL HAVE A VERY HARD TIME ACCEPTING ANY OTHER LOVER WHO CAN'T DO THE SIMPLE COMPLEX THINGS THAT MAKES HER.... OPEN.... IF YOU PAID ATTENTION AND FOLLOWED ME DOWN TO HERE YOU LEARNED A VERY VALUABLE LESSON....
AS FOR WHY I COME TO THIS SITE THAT IS EASY ENOUGH... I'M NOT HERE TO TRY AND FUCK YOUR WIFE OR GF OR ANYTHING EVEN CLOSE TO THAT... I'M NOT TRYING TO MEET SOME RANDOM STRANGER IN THE HOPES THAT I'LL GET LAID, PAID OR PHOTO PORTRAYED.... I'M NOT IN THAT LIFESTYLE FOR THOSE WHO ARE I AM HAPPY FOR YOU... AGAIN MY TRUE STORY IS I HAVE MY OWN KINKY SIDE WHICH I INDULGE PRIVATELY AND PLEASE DON'T GET ME WRONG I LOVE TO FUCK... HOT DIRTY FUCKING LIKE THE ******* I AM FUCKING AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY SMUT TO BE SMUTTY THE TALK TO BE DIRTY AND MY MADONNA TO BE SLUTTY... AND THOUGH I AM OUT OF "THE GAME" ONE OF THE THINGS I LOVE THE A LOT IS THE SIGHT OF A MATURE WHITE WOMAN... SO DON'T MIND ME I AM JUST LOOKING AROUND TAKING IN THE SIGHTS, LIKING WHAT I SEE WHEN I SEE WHAT I LIKE...
LOVE TO HAVE CONVERSATIONS BUT AGAIN IF YOU'VE READ THIS FAR YOU KNOW BETTER THAN I IF WE HAVE ANYTHING REALLY TO TALK ABOUT... DON'T CARE FOR TALKING TO MEN... ESPECIALLY ONE'S THAT TRY AND PASS THEMSELVES OFF AS BEING "THEIR WIFE"... I SUSPECT THAT AGAIN UNLESS YOU ARE REALLY IN THE LIFE "WHICH ALSO MEANS IT IS LESS LIKELY THAT YOU ARE "HERE" THEN IF THERE IS A WOMAN INVOLVED THIS IS MORE ROLE PLAYING AND CYBER SAFE TO HAVE GUYS WHO SHOW THEIRS OR ANYONE ELSE'S COCK SAY HOW MUCH THEY WANT HER AND KNOW THEY ARE JACKING OFF TO HER... NO HARM IN THAT... BUT MY BIGGEST CONCERN WOULD BE "*******"... DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANY PARTS OF THAT AND I KNOW HOW TO SCREEN *******... SO ONCE AGAIN I AM A REAL PERSON THIS IS ALL TRUE AND IF YOU HAVE READ THIS FAR... PLEASE ENJOY THE FOLLOWING ALSO TRUE STORY OF THIS PART OF ME... THE ONE THAT AGAIN FINDS MATURE WHITE WOMEN... "ELECTRIC" AND WHY I WILL VISIT THIS SITE TILL I TIRE OF IT I ASSUME... OR GET THE BOOT... (I MIGHT BE SEEN AS A SPOILER) I PLAN TO POST A PICTURE OR TWO OF "OLIVIA".... UNLESS YOU ACTUALLY KNEW ME THERE IS JUST NO WAY YOU'D KNOW WHO SHE MIGHT BE... AND SHE COULD BE ANYONE YOU'D SEE ON SITES... BUT SHE'S REAL... VERY REAL AND OTHER THAN THAT THERE'S NOTHING ELSE FOR ME TO SAY... SO GET READY FOR ANOTHER LONG READ...
THIS IS THE TALE OF TWO LOVERS... WELL TWO TALES OF TWO OF MY LOVERS... THE ONE THAT "GOT AWAY" FROM BEING FULLY TAKEN AND THE ONE THAT I WANTED AND LET HER TAKE ME
Can you see the HEART??? WELL that's where they say HOME IS.... FOR EIGHT YEARS THIS BEAUTIFUL PUSSY WAS A PLACE I CALLED "HOME".... I WAS 42 AND SHE WAS 52... I WAS HER FIRST BLACK LOVER (AND NOT HER LAST... LUCKY BASTARDS) MY LUST FOR OLDER WOMEN (ESPECIALLY WHITE ONES) STILL ABOUNDS IN ME... BUT NOW AT 57 MOST OF THE "MATURE WOMEN" THAT TURN ME ON BY SIGHT ALONE ARE PRETTY MUCH MY AGE SO THE PLAYING FIELD HAS BECOME MORE EVEN... AND I'M NOT WHAT A "COUGAR" LOOKS FOR IN A CUB... HOW EVER IF THEY ONLY KNEW WHAT WAS REALLY GOOD FOR THEM... THEY'D KICK THE YOUNGSTER TO THE CURB... BUT AGAIN I AM JUST A "LOOKER" NOW... MILFS AND GILFS ROCK!
SIMPLE COMPLEXITY:
The Poet's Note In Prelude: "Olivia" not her real name was a LOVER of mine and remains one of (NO CORRECTION... THE MOST erotic encounter of my life so far... (I STILL HAVE TIME). She, A White Woman, 10 years my senior who answered a personal ad in which I said I was looking for a "Woman of Color" about my age, so on and so forth... Her response was "I am not what you are looking for but I like what you have to say"... my response back.. "How do you know what I am looking for from you... perhaps I just need a friend... we continued on via email... Me, telling her every trick in a man's book of what to look out for... being the KNIGHT that I am... BLACK and protective... We continued for quite sometime discovering more about each other... similarities of course... who ever discusses DIFFERENCES when first getting to know someone... afterwards "VIVE LA DIFFERENCE!". We examined each other across the corridors of cyberspace and bare in mind this was before it became what it is today, with cams and shams and people more than willing to show you their nakedness or what they wished it was. Men had not yet ventured to show their COCKS so frequently as now let alone what they did with them alone... in the dark... by monitor light... Well as things progressed we turned a corner at one point and we started talking more like two people in hot pursuit... My KNIGHT'S armor turned into my naked skinned self and more and more revealing we became though it was a very coy and appropriate flirtation at first... INUENDOS ABOUND... I asked her if she had ever been to Niagra Falls (we were both in NY, not that that mattered or made it any more likely or unlikely)... Of course she had... I told of my visit and the tour where the guide pointed out a spot in the Niagra River called "Point of No Return" where it is said anyone in the water at the point was going over the Falls with little or no doubt... A DANGER ZONE... (this line had come in handy once before with another White Woman my senior... a former co-worker... when I described that perilous point in Niagra I asked "Do you think we are DANGEROUSLY CLOSE TO SEDUCTION?"... I was surprised at myself for being so bold with this married woman who I considered a friend and her husband to be one as well. She took me aback by saying so matter-of-factly "YES... DO YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT?" NOT A PROBLEM AT ALL... except at the time she became "the best sex I NEVER HAD". OH WE KISSED DEEPLY, AND I SPENT MANY HOURS EATING HER DELICIOUS PUSSY, QUITE OFTEN AFTER EATING A DELICIOUS MEAL AT HER HOME ALONG WITH HER HUSBAND WHO SEEMED TO HAVE NO PROBLEM LEAVING US ALONE AS HE TOOK HIMSELF TO EARLY BED. AND YES SHE SUCKED MY COCK WITH GREAT ABANDON AND MY LIPS, TONGUE AND TEETH KNEW HER LIKE I WAS BLIND AND HER BODY WAS A BEST SELLING BRAILE BOOK... BUT... She would not allow me the pleasure of sinking deeper into her hot moist hairy cunt than my tongue, nose fingers and toes... You see her husband refused to/"couldn't" have sex with her blaming his age (he was her senior) and lack of libido... Funny because he was always ready to tell me his many bawdy jokes and make lewd comments about women passing by when it was just we two or other men were about. Of course I laughed at each and every one... how could I not laugh with him... and near him and AT HIM.... after all the joke was on him without a doubt... even if I never (and I never) got to throw my COCK into the sweet ring of his wife's PUSSY I had more than my share of having her under my nose while being just footsteps from being right under his nose... so I laughed and never felt I was doing him wrong because I wasn't taking anything from him and was not looking to take her away... So I took what I could get... ALL THAT THAT WAS... for unfortunately this juicy morsel of an "unsatisfied wife", was satisfied to wrap her lips tightly around my THROBBING BLACK COCK and have me EAT HER CUNT AND EVEN LICK AND PROBE HER ASSHOLE WITH MY TONGUE... BUT STRAIGHT FUCKING HER SHE WAS NOT TO EVER ALLOW ME THE GRAND PRIX... WHY? WHY? WHY? Because... she was raised raised a "good Catholic" and what we were doing was already a threat to her immortal soul!!! "I'm already cheating on my husband with what we ARE DOING... Do you not understand what a conflict this is to me?????!!!!" Have I any choice or say in your conflict? We were in the RIVER NIAGRA... HOW CAN WE NOT BE ALREADY IN THE FOAM AT THE BASE OF THE FALLS... But... It was not to be... YET my best memory of those days gone by was the time she came to my apartment which she had many times and went through the ritual of taking off her clothes as not to leave tell tale wrinkles that even a husband such as hers would question... and there on my futon we held each other and talked and of all the things that I had ever done with a woman before and never again since... I held this FRIEND... NAKED... and felt the POWER of it as my member stayed laying there too... not a single pulse, not a single rise... but it was highly erotic in all that it was in that moment... I believe it was TANTRIC without training or thought and it was so very hot and yet not... in that way... it was POWER. Though I still gave chase... And tried to beat down her castle walls... rationalizing as again regarding her husband... YOU NEED THIS... YOU NEED TO FEEL LIKE A TOTAL WOMAN... WHY DENY WHAT HE WON'T GIVE YOU... CAN'T GIVE YOU???? I AM YOUR FRIEND, YOUR CONFIDANT... YOU'RE SAFE WITH ME AND I AM NOT GOING TO THREATEN YOUR MARRIAGE... I JUST WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND... OH YEAH AND FUCK YOU TILL YOU SCREAM... She acknowledge all of that... "I tell you things I can't bring myself to tell anyone else..." "Then LET ME BE YOUR LOVER... TRULY DEEPLY... LET ME BE INSIDE YOU!!!" and then she said it again... the conflict of her SOUL in peril... and finally she looked at me as if she were revealing a secret not so obvious and said... "I am too OLD for you...(NOT!) I am TOO WHITE for you... (NOT!!) and besides... I already HAVE A LOVER...(WHAT!!!) and that makes it even more a problem for me... I am already cheating on my husband with you and with him I am ACTUALLY HAVING SEX.. (Pre-dated Bill Clinton it seems... what we were doing I suppose to her was "I AM NOT HAVING SEX WITH THAT MAN"... I AGREE YOUR HONOR WE ARE HAVING INTERCOURSE BUT NOT THE MAIN COURSE)
BUT THIS DID NOT START OUT BEING THAT STORY AND THE STORY THAT IS TO BE TOLD IN PRELUDE TO MY POEM IS THE STORY OF "O" "O" "OLIVIA... So where was I... yes Olivia (which happens to be the name she was born with though she changed it to what it is now... few would know it but I do so that protects her identity) Well our Email exchanges became more passioned and IM's followed suit... till finally I used the NIAGRA FALLS line on her but this time rather than ask if we were DANGEROUSLY CLOSE TO SEDUCTION... I didn't need her to confirm what I knew in my BONE... Ahhh BONES... I asked "Can I ask you a question?" "Sure"... "But I want your answer right after I ask no hesitation and I want you to be sure about it... NO IF'S ANDS OR BUTS! (Well maybe a BUTT)... "ASK IT"... "DO YOU WANNA FUCK?" "YES!!!! YES I WANNA FUCK!" and that was how WE began... A TORRID LOVE AFFAIR THAT LASTED OVER 8 YEARS... In my search for a "WOMAN OF COLOR" I discovered the LOVE of a COLORFUL WOMAN!!!
IN THE PINK!
She remains the best FUCK I ever had and the secret desires I have never gotten totally over... But I would sure love to get my hands on A SUITABLE SUB... (I have just the suit to suit them)... As time went by her age over mine was even more attractive to me as was the color of her SKIN... HER BLUE EYES... HER BLOND HAIR... HER SWEET CUNT... AND ALL THAT I CONNECT WITH IN HER... Even in my pursuit of porno pass times I cull the internet for her "look alikes" and to my great pleasure I have found two that look and fuck as she does... ROBIN PACINO and SUSAN RENO... Thank GOD FOR BIG FAVORS... and Bless them BOTH for having a fine taste for BLACK COCK (especially SUSAN,,, ROBIN IS A RINGER... THEY BOTH ARE! However I would step over each of them and the entire Playboy Stock for just one more time with OLIVIA or more ;-)... I'd risk it all... married as I am, to FUCK her again... and all would be at risk... So this original POEM... "SIMPLE COMPLEXITY tells the story of our first encounter... when we both proved how much we WANTED TO FUCK... AND WHEN THAT FIRST FUCK SET THE STAGE FOR SO MANY... BUT... make no mistake... I LOVED/LOVE HER even more than JUST FUCKING... ALWAYS WILL THOUGH UNLIKELY AGAIN IN THIS LIFE TIME... and that will always be OUR POETRY... I present to you now my POEM...
"SIMPLE COMPLEXITY" by me!
Olivia
Olivia
Olivia
Thrice it must be said
Like a tapering echo
It is
Lost
yet not lost
Abandoned
Yet not
Identity
Crisis
Yet not
Look there
Still lays
The open window
The pump
Vanilla taken in with
Your baby breathes
and song
And many tears
Since the cradle
These now my memories
Yet not
My love of yesterdays
Yet not
I can not claim what is not mine
Nor lose what has claimed me
Quiet now
Hush
Behold
There
Our reflection in time’s great mirror
You are just parting open for me
For the first time
Exposing me to your element
Soaking me
I am drenched
Sinking
Seeping
Weeping
Not as babies do
But as the moisture that
Is trapped in wood
Rises weeping to the surface
Streaming and steaming in the fire
There in the glow of it
I sipped the difference
My skin made with yours
Saw my shadow lying upon your breasts
As I stood up in your garden
Deep in the place
Where your river flows
Bubbles and foams
Currents and eddies
My flesh
Churning
Within your flesh
The cascade of your belly
Carried me down into you
You made me be
One inside your river
Made me flow into you
Made me feel your heartbeat
There where you are all woman
Vanilla and pump and open window
And all this
And all this
And all this
Magnificent
And frightening
Angry red
And icy blue
Vein and artery
All This poetry
Unfinished
Undone
Ripped up and tossed
Gathered and glued
Completed
And abandoned
Olivia
Olivia
Olivia
This
Simple complexity
is our poetry
my dear
my darling
my love
it is not guilty or innocent
shamed or shammed
it is beautifully
all COCK
And all CUNT
PUSSY and PRICK
And that is beautifully
Beautiful
NOW YOU KNOW... SO THAT IS MY STORY AND I AM STICKING STICKY TO ITBUTT OF COURSE....THE END...
P.S. We both were very attracted to Dragonflies AND we both to this day can't see one without "going there" I CALLED "O"Livia " DRAGONFLY on occasions and it was a "code word" between we two... SO THAT IS WHY I USE THE PSEUDONYM "DRAGONFLYZGUY"... :}{~~~~
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