Throughout our marriage Beth always love telling men that I am the cocksucker, some got into it, some didn't care and were only interested in Beth. Black men seemed to be more into joining Beth in the verbal aspect of calling me cocksucker, making me Beg. She gets a thrill out of telling black men that I begged her to got black because I am a cocksucker, which makes me feel so slutty, especially when she makes me beg.