Well, since, as Hedonist Nija says: "It is too late to put the toothpaste back in the tube at this point..." and the OP left the door open ...
It would be nice for you to tell us what makes sucking a cock so enjoyable?
The buzz of performing one of, if not THE most submissive acts a man can possibly do to/for another man.
Unlike being fucked, which only requires acceptance, actually sucking a cock to orgasm requires one to actively participate in his own humiliation. One needs to be a submissive humiliation junkie to understand it.
Again, it's the humiliation, however, taste and smell can definitely add to this as well. Being ordered to give blowjob to someone who hasn't bathed for day or two is certainly a less pleasant experience than doing so to a freshly or recently bathed man.
Toss of the coin: more disgusting/more humiliating or less disgusting/still humiliating.
Although, I do have to admit that over the years I have come to appreciate the oxymoronic dynamic of being in total control of bringing a man to orgasm as I submit to becoming a cocksucker. Feeling that throbbing begin and choosing whether to back off and keep him oh so close, yet just too far. Repeating that until I decide to let him enjoy my surrender to his pleasure.
Neither love nor hate, it's part of the service.
Was totally disgusted at first, but eventually got used to it, especially after being fed my own semen as a required part of being gifted an orgasm. Realistically it's not much different than swallowing a raw egg, although the flavor and consistency do vary a bit. Much easier to take as a "cream pie" when mixed with a woman's juices.
if you could how often would you suck cock? 1,2,3,4, or more times a day?
Totally up to Mistress as I do nothing sexual unless she either permits or commands. Luckily, at this point in time, she has no desire to cuckold me or to have me service anyone else, male or female.
However, if given "Carte Blanch", the answer would be none as I am not particularly attracted to males and much prefer nibbling at a sweet juicy cunt.
Besides, as my turn on is more in the aspects of being "used", there are many other ways I get my humiliation/submission fixes. Mistress can be quite devious when she wishes.
What is your most enjoyable cock sucking experience that you can remember?
A former Mistress "loaned" me to friend of hers who had been recently lost his wife to cancer. He was just beginning to start going out visiting friends and getting back into life. During a friendly discussion with Mistress, she suggested he needed a good blowjob and he said that sounded good but he wasn't ready to start dating yet.
Long story short, she convinced him to sample my skills, which he at first refused as being too gay. However, between her gentle urging and the fact she sweetened the deal by exposing her breasts and offered to allow him to play with them while I took care of his needs, he relented and accepted her offer.
Because of the circumstance, I not only wanted to do my best for my Mistress and make her proud, as would any worthy submissive, but knowing the reasons she was gifting my service to her friend made it even more important that I give her my best efforts. Needless to say I succeeded (intentional pun
) and he visited many times over the next few months both to enjoy Mistress's company and because Mistress offered my services to him whenever he cared to use me, even though she didn't repeat offering her breasts as part of the service as she didn't want him to become too attached to her.
I should mention that he was always a gentleman and never abusive toward me in any way. He always treated me with the respect he would give any of Mistress's property even though he was told he should feel free to be "assertive" in his use of me if he wished. I recall feeling a little disappointed that he never felt the urge to put me on my knees and fuck my throat just so I could really feel used, but he just liked to relax and have me service him, sometimes while watching straight porn tapes on Mistress's TV while attended to other interests.
I was happy to enable that Mistress to provide for her friend as she was the one who helped me come to terms with my demons and I like to think that the blowjobs I performed for him in her service helped get him back into dating sooner by reminding him how pleasurable sex with someone can be and stoking his desire to find the special lady that began to accompany him on his visits, which became solely to share Mistress's company as he no longer required my services.
Not sure if this counts toward the twink score or against a different category, but you can decide.