I have additional thoughts on this subject. I have wondered why the trigger to share her was the interracial aspect and it set me to thinking about why. I have always been a jealous guy and being married to a very beautiful woman, she was hit on a lot when we were first married. It drove me nuts because I feared losing her. I always felt like she was out of my league worried about someone taking her away from me.
So... why black men? My wife always had a thing for black guys and dated them a lot before she met me. I was not aware of this back then and when we got married. I found out about it several years after we go hitched when she confessed to me about her desire for black cock. My initial reaction was to be upset about it but in no time, I could not get out of mind the idea of her fucking black men. The mental picture of the contrast of her pale skin against their black skin and a big bare black cock pounding her beautiful willing pussy really excited me. There was also the taboo factor, how some still disapproving of white women with black men. Also, what if she ever got pregnant by one of them? How would we ever explain that when a mixed-race baby is produced that could never be mine as I'm a pale skinned redhead. That's when I ended up sharing her, but only with black for the most part. Once that happened, it pushed us into another realm with our sexual relationship. I hesitate to call myself a cuck because we continued to have great sex, with my excitement enhanced by seeing her pleasured by a big muscular black man with a cock much larger than myself. This brings back those old feelings of jealousy and fear of losing her but as a more mature man, that just adds to the excitement making it worth the risk. I can't help wondering if she thinks how I measure up in bed compared to them. Most are in much better shape than me with muscular ripped bodies and some with cocks nearly twice my size. I could not wait to make love to her after they were done with her to reclaim her body after she gave herself to them fully. She takes them bareback and begs them to cum inside her so when I unleash my load inside her, I can't help thinking about my sperm swimming around inside her, competing with theirs. I feel like the volume of my ejaculate is greater in these moments.
Another thing about her is her submissiveness to black men. She did things for them she never did for me, it seemed like nothing was off limits. It also became clear to me that for her, this was not just fucking but making love with great affection expressed between them during lovemaking. This includes deep warm wet kisses and unwavering eye contact between them with her soft pale blue eyes lovingly gazing into the dark brown eyes. She also has no problem telling me the best and most fulfilling lovers and she has had in her lifetime were all black men. I When I asked her, "What about me?" She tells me that I'm a good lover but not like they are, as she told me, "They really know their way around my bod!" She also tells me she will give herself to them fully, with no holding back and every fiber of her being wants to please their every desire. I feel she holds back with me at times.
View attachment 6701032View attachment 6701045View attachment 6701050View attachment 6701054View attachment 6701061View attachment 6701064View attachment 6701068View attachment 6701070All this hurt at first but once again, it became another turn on.
