I'm curious. Whether you are male or female what started your interest, your fetish, your perversion into this lifestyle?? I've kept mine secret for a long time but sharing it here can only be a good thing right? Here is my biggest influence What do you think and tell me about your reasons for liking the lifestyle. I lived in an apartment complex...I had a crush on this older girl... I think 20 years old or so......she would not let me fuck her because of my age at the time... .she was cool though....we would hang out and stuff and she let me go down on her.....I started doing it for her all the time!! Well it turned out the joke was on me.....she was sexually active, she fucked only black guys. though....even after that I kept doing it for her and she got off on it. She made sure I knew and I think it was empowering for her having a young white guy taking care of her oral needs It pretty much created the reason I have my IR fetish in the first place.