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12 or so. Developed interracial porn addiction when I walked in on my mom blackfucking at 14 or so. Developed hardcore right wing views to compensate but could never get over that image. Had several white girl friends briefly. Tried to act black arround them. I still try to act black. It doesnt work. I get a stiffy whenever I see black white couple. Lately I've been turned on by the thought that black girls friends of white girls might encourage them to fuck black men, any stories, pictures or movies in that direction? http://jeffodgis.tumblr.com/
 
started getting into cuckolding about 22, my girlfriend at the time was into it and got me into it as well. we dated for a couple of years. started having sex at 17, and it was normal.
 
wow, that's a lot of questions right there. yes we had sex, I was ****** to watch her fuck her bulls, I did on occasion "fluff" her bulls and I cleaned up their "mess". I was never fucked by any of her bulls. no I did not marry her, I am not still in the cuck lifestyle as my wife is not into it at all. and yes my wife and I have *******
 
Age 25 went on honeymoon with first wife to the islands. We went on the nude beach as a lark. She got lots of attention. Young local black guys with huge cocks hung out there and she became very smitten with one. He liked her and offered to go back to our room for a threesome that ended up being a twosome and me jacking my waay smaller penis. After that she was hooked. Back then we only had instant cameras to take nude pictures and she took a picture of his long thick hanging cock next to my little penis. One day I went by here office & she did not have to tell me that every female coworker had seen that picture. She may still have it.
A later girlfriend got me deeper into it.
 
did you enjoy the embarrassment knowing all of her coworkers had witnessed the photo. You said a later girlfriend got you deeper into it, so you and your wife divorced?
Yes we divorced. That was my very first humiliation of that kind other than showering with black guys at the gym when I was younger. It was kind of a turn on in a strange way to know her female friends had seen my little white penis and the big black cock she had gotten which was way larger than me of course.
When I met my next girlfriend , before internet still I had a feeling she was up for anything and mentioned it when we talked about our biggest turn on's. She had been wanting to try it but wanted a white boyfriend for family reasons and having met me she had her cover with family plus permission to try BBC. The Bull turned her into a real cuckoldress since he had cucked white boys before, plus he liked to share with a network of his friends who could hook each other up with white couples.
 
  • At what age did you start having these feelings ?
  • Did you look at porn when young?
  • What age did your sex life start and was it normal or kinky, Taboo and if later how so?
1 - The first time I had these kind of feeling was during a short relationship with a brown latin girl. We were together just for two weeks and she told me how she had sucked her previous boyfrien's cock. I felt a little excited but no more than this.

2 - Yes I did but not as often as my friends. Since I was a teenager until 21 years old I had watched only three or four films. I started to watch some erotics movies (not xxx movies) when I bought my first video recorder.

3 - My sexual life started at the age of 17, when I was still in the high school. I was a shy guy and I was full of doubts. I had a relationship with my first girlfriend for more than two years. It was not a good relation because she had some sexual taboos due her religious nature. My next relationship was 5 years later and I was going to be a new error. She was a cover ******* (she was the girl wich from the the first degree). Then I developed a sexual impotence for some years. With my next girlfriend I had several problems to have sex and our relationship didn't preogress.
Then I knew my actual wife Susie, a workmate who was still having a relationship with a black guy by those days. It was a great change for me. Susie and me became confidents and she usually told me about her sexual life with her black boyfriend. It turned me on in an amazing way. Susie cured my impotence problem and developed in me, an interracial fetish.
 
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.... I was wondering if your divorce could be related to your lifestyle?

Jesse, hopefully your questions will give these "cuck wannabe's" a little time to think, logically, before pushing their wives into cuckold type relationships. Swinging together, and having respect for each other and their marriage, is really the only alternative to an otherwise monogamous relationships.
A woman is going to cheat for one of two reasons ... she's either unhappy in some part of her current relationship, or, she's trying to appease her husband's desires or her own curiosities. At any rate, once one side of a marriage begins having outside relationships with other people, the marriage is doomed to eventually fail in most cases, and if children are involved, they're the ones that are impacted the most. We don't hear that side of "cuckolding" very often because it doesn't feed the sensationalism part of event. My wife and I ceased swinging a few years ago to concentrate on our *******, but even if we hadn't, neither of us would go off, alone, with another individual. Mac ;)
 
Jesse, don't disregard the fact that much of what you read here is mental, fantasy play, and women are just as entitled, as we men, to their mental, fantasies. If taking a humongous black cock elevates some of their sex drives, so be it. Not many things surprise me, these days, as people post pics & topics that are posted specifically to sensationalize or shock the viewers, nothing more.
Not too long ago I viewed a short video of a young girl (in her teens) holding a little kitten ... petting it and stroking it. I imagine that kitten felt pretty safe in that young girl's arms. Then suddenly, she put the kitten on the ground and began stomping it until it was dead. As a cat lover, myself, I was totally shocked and greatly disturbed for days over having seen such a needless and cruel event. I had just viewed a great evil person with one of the most innocent creatures in the world. But, it reaffirmed as to what many see the internet as ... a tool to disturb, as well as excite, their viewers. Need I say more about some of the posts you read here? If it disturbs you too much, think about taking a little sabbatical. ;)
 
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Lonerancher, me and you have had a good chat, but i cant understand why you are so black and white about all this. Like in all things in life its not so clear and simple. You dont seem to get that some ladies want to please their husbands, their husbands want them to go with black guys now and again. It doesnt mean the women want to leave the husbands. Its not an either/or situation. Please lighten up, women aren't so vulnerable as you think they are!
 
  • At what age did you start having these feelings ?
Which feelings do you refer?
- Watching my wife have sex with other men? - after I saw how sexy she looks when she cums. I wanted to be able to stand back and "see the whole picture".

- Sexual feelings? age 8 Masturbated ever since and experimented with "toys" up my ass.
  • Did you look at porn when young?
Hell yes - Sears catalog too. ;)
  • What age did your sex life start and was it normal or kinky, Taboo and if later how so?
My babysitter taught me how to eat pussy when I was 12 (wife is very thankful) and a friends older brother taught me how to suck cock. (I was willing).
 
I have always had low self esteem. When I was younger I had no more than an innocent foot fetish. But part of me has always liked being humiliated so it wasn't long before I started watching femdom related porn. I think I jerked off to my first official cuckold porn by the time I was 17. I'm 21 now and haven't looked back since! Guess I was born this way lol.
 
The very first time I can remember enjoying being submissive was when I was around 12. We had a girl that was a tomboy in our group and would play all the sports and everything with us. One day she got mad at me and wanted to fight. I was brought up to never hit a girl so I wouldn't fight, so with everyone around she started hitting me and I just covered up, Then she threw me down and sat on my chest with her knees pinning my shoulders down and was lightly slapping my face. But her pussy was right in front of my face and I found myself terribly aroused to the point I ended up cumming. Well when she finally got off of me, I am sure everyone saw my wet spot and were all laughing. I ran home but as soon as I got to my room I masturbated and did this to the thought of her dominating me almost every day. So I guess that was my first feelings of this type. Later, when I was in college, I found my girlfriend fucking another guy at a party and instead of getting mad I got extremely aroused. She was surprised and didn't believe me but then pulled down my pants and saw my tiny hardon which she grabbed and I came almost instantly. So we began a cuckold relationship of her fucking other guys while I watched mostly or she told me about if they were alone. She ended up leaving me for one of her bulls but I eventually got married and after some time, my wife started along this path as well. That is the almost short version of my situation.... LOL
 
  • At what age did you start having these feelings ?
  • Did you look at porn when young?
  • What age did your sex life start and was it normal or kinky, Taboo and if later how so?
Cuckold thoughts came at about 15, I didn't know that the fetish had a name, I thought that I was the only guy in the world that got turned on by the thought. Moved to an area with lots of blacks, first noticed interracial couples. I had a pretty rough experience in that high school. Started to secretly fantasize about my extremely pale skinned (and also extremely racist) girlfriend getting pounded by black guys.

Yes I looked at a lot of porn starting around 14 and that definitely warped my mind. It was magazines like Hustler until I was about 19 and lived on my own when I subscribed to blacks on blondes (the web was a pretty new thing.) Couldn't seem to get enough interracial porn.

I started fucking my first girlfriend when I was 15, she was 17. But my sex life has always been very normal and vanilla.
  • At what age did you start having these feelings ?
  • Did you look at porn when young?
  • What age did your sex life start and was it normal or kinky, Taboo and if later how so?
 
Famous Past Cuckold - Austrian Archduke Ferdinand
I've read that World War I was rumored to have started over a sexual affair that the Austrian Archduke Ferdinand's wife (Sophie) had with a Serbian prince in 1914. The Archduke made some ungentlemanly remarks at the Prince, who then hired some mafia type dudes to ******* the Archduke so he could have the Archduke's wife for himself. Unfortunatelly, both the Archduke & his wife got "iced" in the assassination ... so WW1 started over PUSSY ... and as they say, the rest is HISTORY.
Now I've seen some serious pussy in my time, but not worth starting a World War over, that's for damn sure! :)
 
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