Sometimes I wonder what are those cuckold feelings and are they normal ? When I began to fantasize watching my wife get fucked by another man, at first I thought it was just an exciting thought. After i had an orgasm i tought when it's for real i just want him to disappear immediately. Which normal man wants to see how his wife is doing it with someone else ? Sounds crazy i know. But I discover more and more that it is an instinct that is inside my body and growing day by day, like a demon or a monster take possession of someone in a horror movie. In the past she satisfied her bisexual feelings with other women (without my presence), and we both felt comfortable with it. I have a Femdom relationship with my wife for several years now where we both feel good in. I guess it's there that "it" feeds itself and makes "itself" stronger. It slowly takes possession of me and i have the feeling last time also of my wife, even though for her it's physically where for me it's more mental. I feel that I'm mentally ready and I would even find it normal these days that my wife as good sex with another man who serves her physically better while I just make love to her and obey her in submission.