I thought it would be a real turn-on for me if my wife had sex with another man. She agreed to do it, saying it was for me. Now I wish I could turn back the clock. We have been married for four years. She’s 33, I am 30. I had read about the cuckolding idea and thought, like many men I guess, it would be a great experience. I fixed up for her to meet this man I knew from the gym. He's a black guy, a little younger than us who is very fit and whom i thought would be attractive to my wife.
We have been meeting up with him for weeks now. We always arrange to go to the same hotel where I watch them have the hottest sex. Each meeting seems to be more intense than the last and I began to realize that she was not only craving his big cock and his sexual prowess but that she was becoming less and less interested in sex with me. They began meeting alone and she returns home next morning and tells me what they were up to. She always says the sex is amazing.
She gets constant texts from him. When he messages her she cheers up and offers me favours to agree to her seeing him again. I wish I could refuse and mean it but she knows how to get round me and always has. I feel horrible every time her phone rings. I asked her how she feels about this guy.
She said she doesn’t love him but he is so sexy and well-endowed that she can resist him. I knew I cannot satisfy her the way he does!
I wish I had never mentioned the idea. I almost had to push her into it to start with but now she gets moody when I ask her to stop seeing him.
She says that if I carry on being difficult about it we will probably split up. We have a lovely home, a good social life and jobs. I don’t want to lose any of those. I love my wife dearly and don't want to lose her even if it means being a cuckold. I'm not sure now if I'd rather be there in the room with them and watching or sitting at home imagining her taking his big cock and loving it. Why did I ever come up with the idea in the first place?
