We have been swingers for years and she has had more than 100+ different men. As for cuckolding - it's more my desire - my needs. I have of course explained to her what cuckolding is about and she dos accept it. Butnotwiththe biggestenthusiasm.
But we do it for real. I'm always the one who finds our dates and I always try to find a Bull who likes to play with me also.
I disagree. What you desire has NOTHING to do with cuckolding, it is using cuckolding as an excuse to express your bisexuality in a cuckold fetish fantasy.
If your wife and her lover desired to have you perform these acts in conjunction with their coupling, it would be part of a cuckold relationship.
However, as your wife has no desire to have you involved fluffing her lovers or performing cleanup afterward and none of her lovers care to have you do this either, your paying one of her lovers for the opportunity to do this is not cuckolding, it's just you paying to enjoy gay sex in a fetish fantasy.