JaniceBond
Female
Hi everyone,
I am 48 years old and have been married to the same guy since I was 18. Love him very much and don't want to hurt him. I need to be very discreet. I am wondering what I have missed in life. We have a very conservative lifestyle so I am using my maiden name so that our friends don't find out about this.
I am struggling with my desires and fantasies all along knowing that this is not really appropriate for me and my beliefs.
Wondering if others have been through something like this and what type of emotional toll it takes and if you can so something and be discreet about it.
Hope this makes sense.
Janice
I am 48 years old and have been married to the same guy since I was 18. Love him very much and don't want to hurt him. I need to be very discreet. I am wondering what I have missed in life. We have a very conservative lifestyle so I am using my maiden name so that our friends don't find out about this.
I am struggling with my desires and fantasies all along knowing that this is not really appropriate for me and my beliefs.
Wondering if others have been through something like this and what type of emotional toll it takes and if you can so something and be discreet about it.
Hope this makes sense.
Janice