thank you for the 'likes' and kind words! so to kind of pick up where the last post left off, there was a slight break in the the whole 'playful cuckold talk'. Later that same day, we ended up fucking. I still ate her pussy and she still dominated me but there was no orgasm denial play or cuckold dirty talk. With each passing day, I thought the opportunity slipped from me. I felt really down about it honestly. Like, did I really just admit to having cuck desires for nothing? It was mixed emotions for sure. But in the middle of this week, to my surprise, she actually brought it up again over dinner. She asked me to guess what she's been reading about lately. Clueless, I said 'i don't know'. Then she blurted out, "CUCKOLDING!" and started laughing (she thinks the word sounds funny for some reason and I guess I kinda agree with her when I actually hear it out loud). I was really surprised and was flooded with emotions and all I could say was 'oh yeah?'. I want to keep this post a bit more brief than the first so Ill just say we ended up talking more about the cuckold dynamic objectively. Like for a while, like the last night. She was just really interested in it and why men like me are so aroused by it. She admitted that the fact that it arouses me, arouses her too.
Minutes passed and she eventually started asking me personal questions. Most of which I was able to be very vague and keep it cliche as far as the cuck fantasy goes (I'm still trying to keep it casual without coming across as totally perverted, which I guess doesn't exactly make sense but it helps me communicate better if I think like this). But then she started asking me about porn and what I jerk off to when I think about cuckolding. I tried laughing it off but she was not letting up and was truly interesting in what kind of cuckold porn i liked. I told her that I guess I can show you a video and she agreed. I started feeling awkward again and getting nervous because even though I was happy it was unfolding, I felt like I was on autopilot and all my secrets over the years were just spilling out of me.
cut to the chase, I showed her a video of 'yogahotwife'. I figured showing her the real thing was better than staged porn where things can get a bit cartoonish. Actually typing in the words, clicking the video, watching it play...it was all so surreal doing it with her watching me. She actually sat and watched the entire clip with me and I was hard as a rock. And by the end I could tell she was really horny too. It was a wild feeling. During the video she commented on how attractive the wife was and how honest their relationship looked. she commented too on other cuckold things she read online and how it related to the video. It was all kind of weird, I'll admit, but I was turned on more than ever. Like I could not actually believe I was watching cuck porn with my girlfriend. and to actually hear her say outloud "yogahotwife" was crazy. To witness her witness this secret I've kept for years. Insane.
moving forward a bit, still the same night. We ended up discussing re trying the cuckold dirty talk and role playing. She insisted we keep it up this time because she enjoyed it a lot the one night we did it but was confused on how to keep it up without it feeling ****** or like a stale routine. She said she had a better understanding of it now and was really into the idea (her pussy was really wet during this whole deal). so we pretty much laid the rules on the table, very simple stuff:
sex will now primarily be me 'worshipping her ass and pussy' and giving her massages
I will only cum once a week, through dry handjobs
also, she started calling me 'cucky' as a pet name, which I honestly love and it makes my cock twitch every time.
we want to try doing this for at least a month and see how we feel getting into the mentality of the cuckold dynamic and test our limits a bit. In her words, "we kind of already have a cuckold relationship, I just don't fuck other guys". It was really hot to hear her say that and I understood what she meant and agreed with her. We truly truly love each other and I really can't wait to see where all this goes. I am on day 3 of not cumming and I've never felt more in love with my girlfriend than I do now!
