I like having my black bull always on call around the house or wherever I want him to be. It's great knowing that I can count on him to fuck me just the way I want for that paticular day or occasion. No guess work or disappointments. But I will always love and crave going out and being approached and seduced, or teasing them and having them go into predator mode and seek me out and restrict me tearing my clothes off and slamming it into me and making it hurt so deep. And then there is always the bbc that's never had any slut white pussy, there is just something about that first time he pumps cum deep inside of me. There is a special connection between us as I look into his eyes and beg him to own me and make it hurt so as to leave his mark on me. And don't forget the bbc's that love to humiliate my sissy bitch hubby. Now my hubby is a big man, looks mean and tough as a motor grader. But when a fine ass, big dicked black man takes me from my hubby and abuses me in front of him and then forces hubby to clean my trashed cunt and then dick slaps him and makes hubby lick his ass, that bbc gets so hard and thick and he pounds my slut pussy as hard as he can because he wants my sissy bitch hubby to hear and see and feel and taste what it is like for a real man to give his wife what he can never give me. I love it when hubby is helpless and he looks at me and gives me that look of defeat and it is once again proven that my white slut pussy can only be pleased by a pounding and trashing by a massive BLACK cock. I get off knowing that although I love my big little sissy bitch girl hubby, and he provides luxury and comfort and security and health and a future, he can never measure up to what it takes to satisfy me. He's a big man, and could crush me, but he's just not big enough. So, now, I won't allow hubby to put his dick inside my pussy unless I am full of cum after a good fucking from real bbc. But I'm wanting to take it a little further and a want hubby to dress like a little slut girl and I want him to suck bbc's and get pounded in his sissy pussy at the same time I'm being blacked. I want us to be side by side getting gangbanged and slutted out like we deserve. Yeah, I love a regular bull, but there is just too much excitement that can come from me going out and stirring up a great fuck.