Can't wait for my wife to follow through

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Hello,
I am a white male in my late 30's. I've been with my wife for a very long time. We have two children and are very much still in love.

For years we've played with large black toys and fantasized about being dominated by a black man. Although I'd be very comfortable with the reality of the situation, she is still hesitant. Ah well, we've always got the fantasy!