Cant Stay Away!!!

Does anybody else battle with this IR and BBC obsession like I do? At times I wish I didnt have this strong craving for this and I try to drop it completely. When I watch videos I try to go back to white on white porn or even mix it up with some asian women or hispanic but after awhile I give in and end up back on IR types of videos. Its truely just not the same to watch non IR porn anymore. It doesnt interest me or suck me in like
watching a black man and white
woman does. I feel ashamed to admit what I feel to be my sexual inferiority to majority of black men but at other times I am completely accepting of it. Really messes with the mind