I'm not a dating/relationship expert, so you can take what I say with a grain of salt...
Most of the women here are only looking for one off's, if indeed they are looking, so a relationship isn't something you're likely to find here. However, if you description of yourself is accurate, then at some point youwill find what you are seeking. There are women that like bad boys, but keep in mind that the bad boy rarely provides the stable, caring, mutually fulfilling relationship that I believe most women want. Women who seek out the bad boy for a relationship are usually left with unmet expectations and recriminations about what could have or should have been. Those types of women will either continue in that pattern because that is what they are used to, or at some point they come to see that what they want can't be provided by the bad boy and they meander back to the gentlemen type. In short, don't give up hope.