Bored housewife turned BBC impregnated slut

I am a married WF, 29, I am a housewife and on the exterior, a quiet and shy person..And on the inside... a very horny and wild woman. One who just happens to be a lifetime lover of black men. I have always adored them! Their sex appeal and typically hardbody, manly physiques. The thought of sleeping with black men and filling my tight pussy with big black cock isn't just an obsession for me. It's a craving I just cannot quench. I know it is hard to explain, but I will never be satisfied sexually, unless I can be with a black man in bed. They are the best lovers and there is no doubt I cum 10 times harder with a black cock inside me!

At work to this day, the infrequent arrival of a black male visitor on my floor brings me the incessant need to interact with him...my thinly veiled naughty thoughts and flirtatious behavior on full display. Before confessing my infidelity to my husband, I had slept with about 30 men..all black. including 2 co-workers (yea..bad idea, I know..) I almost always had a reason to not be there...working over, out shopping with Olivia my friend (and only person besides hubby to know of my interracial preferences) etc... But secretly I was meeting another black lover I would find online. There was no shortage of interested men and we would usually meet at a hotel near our house and within minutes, I would be sucking a nice BBC! And once his cock was inside me..I felt complete once again, like I was doing what I was meant for.
I have always been on the pill, and I loved to take my lovers bareback because I loved the thought of our closeness..our intimacy..the sexual fluids mixing..our bodies intertwined in passionate embrace. And the excitement of having my black lovers and not getting caught..that itself became an additional rush..only heightening my lusty behavior and insatiable appetite for sex.

I eventually slipped up, forgot a lie I told him about where I was...it was over...
I brokedown and told him about my online accounts and multiple encounters with black men. I even told him about the weekend he was out of town on business and I had a black lover over the Friday night...fucking me in our bed (and in almost every room in the house.)

I told him how the following night, my black lover returned with 3 of his black friends (at my request) and that I proceeded to have intercourse with them all, and let them take turns fucking my pussy and ass, sometimes at once! He was enraged because anal sex is something we had never done. Not that I wouldn't have, but I passively resisted when he would try it with me. So now he finds out that I let 4 total strangers fill my asshole with their cocks and cum! He was devastated and so was I, the tears were non-stop that night..but over the next few weeks, we patched things up. We finally talked about my desires and came to a decision to let me have my black lovers, but with him there with me..watching initially...then filming, but never participating..a cuckold.

So with my husband's blessings (until now), I have been sexual with over 150 black men over the last 10 years. My profile title sounds like a porn movie, but it is what I have become...no less. On an average day, I chat with and have c2c cybersex with about 5-6 black guys... I typically sleep with 3-5 of them every month, sometimes more... The most ever was August 2010, I slept with 23 black lovers and two of those encounters were in MMF threesomes. Recently my thoughts have turned from my "innocent" lifetime fantasy of being bred with a baby by black men, to now, I have actually planned it out and I may have succeeded in doing it!! Right now I may be carrying a beautiful black baby inside me. I know it's wrong, but I can't stop myself from being overjoyed at the thought!!

So during my sleeping with so many black men, my husband and I have been enjoying a cuckold fantasy... This fantasy has usually entailed me in bed sucking and fucking well hung black men..all the while I tell him how good the bbc I am enjoying feels inside me and how I love this man's cock more than my hubby's. Sounds crazy, but it has been a real fun! and turn on for both of us and after my confession, this has spiced up our sex life nicely I thought, well up till now that is...

In September 2012, I went off birth control after I met a new black lover online. He was so sexy...I "fell off the wagon" and met him for several secret hotel interludes.. And when I wasn't sucking his huge cock, I was fucking him..having steamy hot sex in hotel rooms all over our hometown. When I wasn't with him, I constantly daydreamed about him at work and at home...Thinking about how beautiful our babies would be..I knew I wanted him to ******* a baby with me and went from dreaming about it to making it happen.

But I wouldn't dare to tell him I wanted him to get me pregnant..I was afraid he would run off...I had another idea how to pull it off, so a few nights ago I met my new lover again, for the first time in front of my husband. I told Thomas beforehand I wanted all his cum buried deep inside me. I was right in the middle of my most fertile time in my ovulation cycle for the month. I told my hubby I was using my sponge contraceptive. I had a few leftover but I purposefully never put one in this night.

My lover Thomas did not disappoint and as he was buried deep in my pussy he unloaded what seemed like a river of cum for his first orgasm... I could almost sense his cock at my cervix.. Huge spurts of cum from his massive orgasms going deep into my fertile womb. I felt the pressure of his cum inside my pussy when he had all his orgasms.. (3, I think). Each time I felt it, I felt a sense of calm and peaceful happiness overwhelming me.. And afterward, I felt it had already happened, that one (or more) of my black lover's sperm had penetrated my egg and fertilized me!!!

As much as I wanted this to happen, I worry about how my husband will accept me now, even with our past. I pray he will forgive me for what I have done... I can only imagine the shock and embarrassment he will face knowing I am pregnant by another man, and a black man no less. He will have actually watched the conception happen!! Just the thought of him having to explain this to his family and co-workers, about why we have a black baby right after I give birth will be horrible for him. I know I will be branded a "white whore" and worse wherever I go with my future baby but I don't care what other think, I have my life and they have theirs.

So I am caught in between hoping my secret dreams have been answered and I am indeed pregnant, and a desperate fear of the consequences of what I have may have done.. but you have to live with the choices you make in life, so if I wind up pregnant...what can I do? No matter what, I will be having the baby if it happens.

I have been in love with black men and the thought of being impregnated with a black baby for years and years.. even back when I was a teenager. I have now finally crossed a line where I have to plan on this having happened and start to get ready for the big changes this will bring to my life. I know I will be a great mom and raise a wonderful baby.
 
I am a married WF, 29, I am a housewife and on the exterior, a shy person..and a lifetime lover of black men. I have always adored them, their sex appeal and typically hardbody, manly physiques. The thought of sleeping with black men and filling my tight pussy with big black cock is an obsession for me. A craving I just cannot quench. I know it is hard to explain, but I will never be satisfied sexually, unless I can be with a black man in bed. They are the best lovers and there is no doubt I cum 10 times harder with a black cock inside me! At work to this day, the infrequent arrival of a black male visitor on my floor brings me the incessant need to interact with him...my thinly veiled naughty thoughts and flirtatious behavior on full display. Before confessing my infidelity to my husband, I had slept with about 30 men..all black. including 2 co-workers (yea..bad idea, I know..) I almost always had a reason to not be there...working over, out shopping with Olivia my friend (and only person besides hubby to know of my interracial preferences) etc... But secretly I was meeting another black lover I would find online. There was no shortage of interested men and we would usually meet at a hotel near our house and within minutes, I would be sucking a nice bbc and feeling complete once again. I have always been on the pill, and I loved to take them bareback because I loved the thought of our closeness..our intimacy..the sexual fluids mixing..our bodies intertwined in passionate embrace. And the excitement of having my black lovers and not getting caught..that itself became an additional rush..only heightening my lusty behavior and insatiable appetite for sex.

I eventually slipped up, forgot a lie I told him about where I was...it was over...
I told him about my online accounts and multiple encounters with black men. I even told him about the weekend he was out of town on business and I had a black lover over the Friday night...fucking me in our bed and in almost every room in the house. I broke down and told him how the following night, my black lover returned with 3 black friends (at my request) and that I proceeded to have intercourse with them all, and let them take turns fucking my pussy and ass, sometimes at once! He was enraged because anal sex is something we had never done. Not that I wouldn't have, but I passively resisted. So now he finds out that I let 4 total strangers fill my asshole with their cocks and cum! He was devastated and so was I, the tears were non-stop that night..but over the next few weeks, we patched things up. We finally talked about my desires and came to a decision to let me have my black lovers, but with him there with me..watching initially...then filming, but never participating..a cuckold.

So with my husband's blessings (until now), I have been sexual with over 150 black men over the last 10 years. My profile title sounds like a porn movie, but it is what I have become...no less. On an average day, I chat with and have c2c cybersex with about 5-6 black guys... I typically sleep with 3-5 of them every month, sometimes more... The most ever was August 2010, I slept with 23 black lovers and two of those encounters were in MMF threesomes. Recently my thoughts have turned from my "innocent" lifetime fantasy of being bred with a baby by black men, to now, I have actually planned it out and I may have succeeded in doing it!! Right now I may be carrying a beautiful black baby inside me. I know it's wrong, but I can't stop myself from being overjoyed at the thought!!

So during my sleeping with so many black men, my husband and I have been enjoying a cuckold fantasy (well was..) This fantasy usually entails me in bed sucking and fucking well hung black men while I tell him how good the bbc I am enjoying feels inside me..

In September 2012, I went off birth control after I met a new black lover online. He was so sexy...I "fell off the wagon" and met him for several hotel interludes.. And when I wasn't fucking him..I daydreamed about him and how cute our babies would be..I wouldn't dare to tell him I wanted him to get me pregnant..I was afraid he would run off...I had another idea how to pull it off, so a few nights ago I met my new lover finally in person. I told him beforehand I wanted all his cum buried deep inside me. I was right in the middle of my most fertile time in my ovulation cycle for the month. I told my hubby I was using a sponge contraceptive, I had a few leftover but I purposefully never put one in this night. My lover Thomas did not disappoint and as he was buried deep in my pussy he unloaded what seemed like a river of cum... I could almost sense his cock at my cervix.. Huge jets of cum from his massive orgasm going deep into my fertile womb. I felt the pressure of his cum splashing inside my pussy when he had all his orgasms.. (3, I think). Each time I felt it, I felt a sense of calm and peacefulness overwhelm me.. Afterward, I felt a sense it had already happened, that one (or more) of my black lover's sperm had penetrated my egg and fertilized me.

As much as I wanted this, I worry how will he accept me now, even with our past. I pray my husband will forgive me for what I have done... I can only imagine the shock and embarrassment he will face knowing I am pregnant by another man, and a black man no less. He will have actually watched the conception happen!! Just the thought of him having to explain to his family and co-workers why we have a black baby right after I give birth will be horrible for him. I know I will be branded a "white whore" and worse wherever I go with my future baby.

So I am caught in between hoping my secret dreams have been answered and I am indeed pregnant, and a desperate fear of the consequences of what I have may have done.. but you have to live with the choices you make in life, so if I wind up pregnant...what can I do? No matter what, I will be having the baby if it happens.

I have been in love with black men and the thought of being impregnated with a black baby for years and years.. I have now finally crossed a line where I have to plan on this having happened and start to get ready for the big changes this will bring to my life.
bby, u did nothin wrong, u wanted a black baby and here it comes, and ur hubby was not agains having fun with a black man so consider him a sperm donor for what u need.

lookin forward to put another baby in ur lovely belly

skype: sico.tiko
 
I agree me having a black baby is great! Fingers crossed for it but will be relieved if I am not pregnant also. Would have to be gentle sex Tyler!
Ill be gentle of you are when yo get that big stomach ill enjoy you lying there as I pleasure your pregnant self with my cock
 
I agree..I feel I have to bear my black baby...just knowing my black lovers cum was so deep in my fertile womb made me feel like I was doing my part if it happens.
 
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