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I have had a craving for Black Cock, most of my life. I have sucked one Black Cock for about 3 months, years ago, but work forced me to move. If not for the move, I would have sucked him much longer. I loved the feel and taste his cock. I swallowed every drop of cum he gave me. Unfortunately, he never did fuck me. I wanted that sooooo Bad.
A few months ago, I met with a Black guy and I di suck him, but I don't count it. I only sucked to get him hard, and he never actually got hard and the largest he became was only 4" at the most. He was going to fuck me, but that didn't work either. Very disappointing.
I am now looking for some BBC to allow me to be the Black Cock Worshipper I want to be.