Am I a proud whore? I admit the last 2 months I underwent some changes in my personality, behavior, and language. Last night, I have spoken with husband about this. When I read my own profile and what I put there when I joined, it all sounds like a lab experiment. Very meticulous. I now feel more open minded, perhaps too much for some people's taste, like my sister-in-law who commented to my husband she felt I was becoming a little vulgar by my choice of words. The black men I have sex with have treated me with respect, even though they called me names. But they surely gave me access to a part of my sexuality I did not know or explore enough before. There is no experiment anymore. And I definitely won't go back but I even want more of this experience. So, yes I am a whore. And if my secret is revealed at the expense of my professional life, then shame, I will tell them this is great sex!
