What do you really want? Yes, while you’re with him and under the influence of his powerful hormones you want whatever he does. You rut together, you breathe and taste his sweat and ejaculate and it makes you almost high. The way he makes you feel is incredible. It’s exciting, intoxicating..... so you imagine exactly what his hormones demand that you do, be impregnated by him and have his baby. It’s very natural. Your husbands weak white hormones have never done you this way, but stop and think clearly. Will your husband accept this if you do it against his wishes? If he doesn’t are you prepared to accept the consequences of potentially raising a mixed race baby alone? What about your black boyfriend? Would he stand by you in any way? Please understand that I am not against what you’re contemplating. I think it’s wonderful that you would want to bring life into this world, just think about the ramifications to all four of your lives.
